4.30.01

i’ve let you down, i know. it’s been quite awhile since i’ve last updated you on my boring, insignificant life. my apologies. really, not a lot has been going on, well, not a lot of positive things have been going on. i’ve been scrounging for money, looking for jobs and pretty much slacking off. i’m not sure how much longer i’m gonna be able to keep this site going. granted, it’s free...so that’s not a problem, so... what is the problem? i don’t think i’m gonna be able to afford to keep my computer. you see, i wasn’t blessed with a computer...i had to rent-to-own it. and, believe me...they screw me harder than J ever could (or would). this whole thing with unemployment is making me mad too. Basically the lady told me my first check would come right after i filed for my first two weeks. which i just did on wednesday of last week. well, in the mail today i received a letter saying, “my next period ends on such and such dates...if payment is not enclosed for last period please call customer service”. it didn’t take me but 3 seconds to call them, and the lovely little man on the other end told me that i wasn’t going to receive payment until next week, because my claim hasn’t been finished yet. what!? i did it over 3 weeks ago! he told me it takes at least 4 weeks. fuck them, i need money now! so...if you love me, and enjoy my lovely writing.. i’m pleading with you to buy something from the links on my shopping section. (i suggest Maxim and sephora..they’re my favorite) or even the free, or get paid pages...damn it, i’m groveling. i’m sorry...i better quit before i offer you my body in exchange for internet service. bye bye julie