4.26.01

yesterday’s entry hardly did my day justice. i thought i might recap. oh, and i forgot to tell you..the e-mail i sent my mother telling her about this lovely site, was returned! i had mistyped her e-mail address..i took this as a sign, and after a few minutes of contemplation, i decided not to resend it. i think it’s for the best. anyway, yesterday after a long hard day of doing nothing, i took my 3rd shower of the day (being unemployed is so hard) i was bored and horny, so after a lot of hoping and praying to the sex god..guess who showed up on my doorstep? none other than the undeniably sexy J! woo-hoo! i pounced on him like a tiger in heat (umm, that didn’t sound as sexy as it was meant to). he had barely walked in the door and i was mauling him and ripping his clothes off. now, keep in mind i’m a nice girl (and thank my lucky little stars mommy’s not reading this) i usually have a little more self-restraint than that, but for some reason, he was just irresistible to me @ the moment. we had barely made it halfway across the living room and we were on the floor. *note: we haven’t said a word to each other yet* i had just pulled his pants off and was getting ready for some action when he said..”damn, i’d come over every day if you greeted me like this each time” and i fucking caught the damn giggles. it wasn’t even funny, i have no idea why i started laughing..maybe it was just the situation, but i couldn’t stop..no matter how hard i tried. and the giggles, being infectious, were passed on to J as well. we must’ve been on the floor butt-ass naked for a good 15 minutes before we regained enough composure to resume our *activities* any how, after a good bout of sex we decided not to put all of our clothes back on (being the practical people we are... undies were good enough). J took today off so we both knew we were in for a few more rounds, so why bother? it felt extremely good to just be ourselves, and comfortable with each other. i’m not exactly thrilled about my body, but i feel so comfortable around J, mainly because he makes me feel comfortable. he’s constantly handing out complements left and right. i’m so glad i have him in my life, and i’m not even regretting what i wrote yesterday, and i have no plans in the future to, either. julie