4.25.01

well, i didn’t fall into a 3 day coma...even though it might seem that way. really, the past few days have been pretty good, except for the minor disappointment of getting a ticket on my car while it was sitting outside my house. i unfortunately received a ticket for expired plates. i honestly don’t know why they were walking around looking at people’s license plates when there is obviously a lot of crime in my little ghetto town, but life goes on, and i knew it was coming eventually anyway. karma has a way of kicking me in the ass @ the most inconvenient times. luckily, it was only for $15.00, but i’m sure they’ll be checking up on me in the near future to see if i got them renewed. anyway, besides that..this week has been great! J stopped by on tuesday and brought me some beer and cigarettes (yeah, my two favorite things besides sex!) and actually i got some of that too! lucky me. he told me he had a horrible day @ work, and needed to see my bright, smiling face (which happened to not be so bright considering i had just gotten out of the shower) but it’s still nice to be told something like that. i think i’m really starting to...oh, geez...can i say it?...LOVE him. there i said, i can’t take it back now. there’s nothing i can do about it now...well, except maybe to delete it..but it feels kinda good to get it out in the open. of course, knowing my luck..and not to mention karma.. it’s gonna backfire on me. i can feel it. i guess there’s nothing more to write now...i think i’m gonna have to just let that sink into my brain for now....julie