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5-10-01 - 11:49 PM - At home listening to ->

     LA LA LA!!!! I made it through the wilderness! :D !
Sean and I are good again!
   Sorry, just had to tell it to the whole fucking world! LOL! :)
     So, I'm off the block list and had a good converstation with him on the phone! It was so great! I am SOOOO happy! Right after I called The Princess and had a brag with her! I almost called Glamour Boy up, but decided against it as he had never really heard the whole story. Can't wait to tell Misa and Alfie tomorrow durning Study Hall. LOL.
     I mean, not like it's anything amazing or anything. It's hardly like we're an "item" or something. God no! It's summer. He's going home. I'm not going to do that to him or myself. Clearly that's not going to work. besides...I'm ordering that new bikini for beach week, and I wanna try it out! LOL! Preferably with as little guilt as possible! I mean, I'll feel bad enough as it is thinking about how my parents will be thinking I'm behaving(some what), and then living with what I'll actually be doing(not that it's really that hard!).

   But back to Sean. I'm just glad that we're at least friends again and hopefully maybe we can give it a go again in the fall. The important thing is just that we got this worked out! LOL! Yippie.
     Speaking of Glamour Boy though, had a V. interesting convo. about him with The Fairy Princess last night.

Muff4482 (10:43:00 PM): You wanna know what I think?
VaGodiva (10:43:11 PM): you'd swear up and down he is wouldn't you?
Muff4482 (10:43:55 PM): honey, he's as queer as a fucking $3 bill
Muff4482 (10:44:00 PM): i'd bet my life on it
Muff4482 (10:44:32 PM): always has a woman on his side or is in love with one
Muff4482 (10:44:37 PM): 100% DENIAL
Muff4482 (10:44:47 PM): has gay friends "i'm okay with it, but it's just not for me"
Muff4482 (10:44:50 PM): WHATEVER BULL SHIT
Muff4482 (10:46:45 PM): and i'm sorry honey, i am proud to be queer, and i know at times i'm flamming, but that boy is a flameing candle 24/7!
Muff4482 (10:46:55 PM): but if he ever does come out, I have first dibs on him!;)

    OMG Muffy! I got such a kick out of that! I told you it was going up! :)
     Another Muffism that I loved was about this random guy from UVA that I was talking to. He asked me something along the lines of would I let him give it to me up the ass, to which I replied "HELL NO!" But I rather did like Muffy's comment:

Muff4482 (11:13:20 PM): "Hi, this is baily's gay friend (a guy). I just want you to know that i have a much better chance of ever sleeping with baily than you have, so why dont' you go jack off and think about your roommate b/c you know that's who you really want!

     Well I think it's off to bed for me as I've gotta be up at 5:30 to braid one before school...grrrrr. Ain't life a bitch? At least one things going right for me right now, I've got money! And that sure as hell is a first!

5-11-01 - 11:19 AM - Computer Lab - Study Hall - Bored out of my mind!!!!!

     Ugh! I am so incredibly sleep deprived. I know there isn't a chance in hell that I'm going to stay awake during Gov't. Oh well.
     Still SOOOOOOO happy about Sean! LOL! I know, it's the little things in life! :) Hmmmm...I guess that statement could be very true for him.... :D   God. I hope he never sees this page after all the bashing I've done! LOL! Although the same would have been written a journal/diary if I kept one by hand, and the only differnce is that would not have been made public.   Whatever.
     Just finished reading this month's copy of W with a wonderful article on the gorgeous Heath! Mmmm! I think my luck is chaning. For the better too this time! According to the magazine the stars are in my favor! Yippie Skippie!
     No idea what I'm doing tonight. Gigi said something about dinner. I really feel like going sprint car racing though! LOL! The only way I can legally drive like I do! :)