Jesse Dean Robertson Sr.

I can't begin to explain who I am and to define me is to place me in a group that may or may not change. I'm a lot of things to a lot of people. My suggestion to you is that you get to know me and decide, for YOURSELF, who and what I really am.

I am a Sag Male 6'2" 200+ lbs, of WestIndian-Native AmericanIndian an Irish-African decent, fun, loving, very caring, compassionate, workhard, playhard, lovesharder, single, a recovering drug addict, employed, educated, ambitious, driven, straight, NOT switch-hittin', and damn sure NOT on the DL. I have been through a lot and learned every step of the way. Anything worth having in life requires sacrifice and perseverance. I love deep and hard from day one, I have a big heart and will give my last, I guess that is my downfall. I enjoy life to the fullest because tomorrow is not a given. Friendship is very important to me I guess thats why I have very few. I hold friends very close to me and my heart and my enemies well you know what they say about them, I am jus Looking for a Peace of Mind. person with spirit that enjoys Drafting, and Home Improvement. I listen to any an all kinds of Music, Renting Videos, Chess, Rummy, Rummikub, Long Sunday Drives, Automotive Mechanic, Computers, Web Serach, Downloading and Late night TV, Pizza, Seafood, Candlelight Dinning and Cooking ( which you might say that I burn pots ).Gazing at the stars, Dancing, Basketball, Bowling, Weight Lifting, Picnics in the park, Holding hands, walks along the Beach, Horseback Riding,Camping and Making love outdoors.
Museums, Art Exhibits, Crafts, Amusement Parks, Stand Up Comedians, Cartoons, Anything that brings enjoyment or Peace Of Mind. I am a kid at heart and I love to laugh, play, and tell a few jokes. Collecting Comic Booksand spend time in Libraries reading for that quiet time, aquiring knowledge ( learning anything that I can, I did not know previously ).

I Am an Addict

I have an addiction and it needs to be satisfied The longer I ignore it, the stronger it becomes My body and soul crave it’s intoxicating effects I’ve always had this need and have struggled to Fulfill its insatiable appetite But each time I have done so It isn’t long before I need another fix No one can help me, I have to quiet the screams Of my soul myself and accept the fact that it won’t Be long before they begin again There are many like me and each of us Constantly looking to quiet the ravings that consume Our being through the magic of words…just the right Ones, a message from our hearts and souls that Has to be delivered, has to be shared, has to be spoken And then peace envelopes my spirit for a little while Before it begins again…another story, poem or novel That fills me completely until it spills out of my heart, Soul and mind and makes its way down to my fingers and Onto the page where it awaits you the reader, You consume it entirely and there it ends for you But not for me...

Sick and Tired of Feeling Sick and Tired and Feel like dying
my name is Jesse an I am a addict, I have a additction to Nicotine. I am trying to quit, I prayed and prayed, I know I have a mental, physical, and spiritual disease. this Nicotine is an addictive drug. It has causes changes in my brain that makes me want to use it more and more. with this addition, the addictive drugs cause unpleasant withdrawal symptoms. The good feelings that result when an addictive drug is present then the bad feelings when it's absent that make breaking any addiction very difficult. Stimulation is then followed by depression, leading a smoker to seek more nicotine. I have tried in the past a few times only to start again. this Nicotine addiction has historically been the hardest addictions to break. the forgotten side of "kicking the habit." Nicotine addiction drives my smoking habit. And unless I can beat the cravings that come from nicotine addiction, I can't beat the habit. understand the true nature of nicotine addiction and what it really takes to "kick the habit," Nicotine from smoking changes the structure and function of my brain. When the brain stops getting the nicotine it's used to, you begin feeling strong withdrawal cravings. These cravings for cigarettes are actually my brain craving nicotine. But the facts of nicotine addiction are no mystery. once again I will try to quit.

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