That's a return to yourself
The return to innocence
- Enigma
The bubbles of the latest wave
Fresh pearls to their enamel gave;
And the bellowing of the savage sea
Greeted their safe escape to me;
I wiped away the weeds and foam,
And fetched my sea-born treasures home;
But the poor, unsightly, noisome things
Had left their beauty on the shore
With the sun, and the sand,
and the wild uproar...
- From 'Each and All'
- Ralph Waldo Emerson
(dances)
The roller coaster which comsumes my moods, lifting me up and hastily descending down, has for the moment come to an level area.
Since Halloween of last year, it's been a very hilly track that i've been traveling on.
Though, most of it for the good.
The mind has cleared itself out a lil bit. Some past issues resolved.
I am once again, in what seems like a long time,feeling much like myself.
Graduation for some of "my kids" has come and gone. The ceremony was bitter sweet for me. Though, I can remember mine enough to know that is was a greatly joyous time for them.
Before long, I'll have a new group to get used to. And watch them grow.
Speaking of growing. I sorta kinda repotted one of my plants. I don't think it's quite happy with me at the moment. Though i'm seeing new leaves and stuff. So, I'll cross my fingers and hope i didn't kill it.
Me and my brown thumb. I really should invest in plastic plants. (course i'd find a way to kill them too)
Winds of change will flow again. And I once again will have a dream of a tornado to ensure that my subconscience is well aware of the constant chaos that I'm used to living in. (smile)
i'm still all right to smile
Girl, I think about you everyday now
Was a time when i wasn't sure
but you set my mind at ease
there is no doubt
you're in my heart now.
Sad woman, take it slow
and it'll work itself out fine
all we need is a just a little patience.
- Guns N Roses
