Here, I'm going to type my thoughts as they are at the moment. Unlike my soapbox comments, which are timely and moody thoughts. These will be the core of me.
God, please forgive my spelling.
So, here I go....
Entry 1
Maybe I should give it some webdate, like a stardate from Star Trek...
"Web Log 0306.2002. While surfing around the web, I landed on a site that contained unusual text....."
My new quote for the last two weeks is... "Sanity doesn't run rampant here"
I do think that I've misplaced mine at some point. (yeah yeah, if i've ever had it at all)
I'm at a standpoint in my life at the moment. After working exceptionally hard to get to where I am these days. I've come to realize, I need to make more goals.
I've been fighting so hard for the last five years, that now that I don't have to fight so hard. I'm feeling... "lost"
So, I bought a guitar. I've always wanted to learn. Cheap ass guitar, 19.99 on e-bay. Heck, the shipping cost almost cost more then the guitar. But that's all right, i figure if the guitar and my hands get along. Then I can get a better one down the road.
The guitar and my horrid singing should do just fine.
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Switching thoughts..... the past....
For people that like history such as myself, we come across a fine line of how the past is fun to remember, as long as you want to do so.
People that you would long since try to deal with pop back in your life, one way or another. Stirring up emotions inside like a ladle in a thick brew.
I think ex's have natural radars, that let them know when you are past a point of caring about where they are and what they are doing.
...There is no spoon"
"And this too shall pass"
Well, till her radar goes off again.
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While I'm taking about time, let's skip ahead to the future. Seems my own joke on when I'm going to be elected kicked my in the side this weekend. By the time I'm legally old enough to run, I'll have to wait for the 2012 Election. Well, maybe ten years of campaigning won't hurt.
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Well, that's probably it for this week... and yes week, because I'm really too damn lazy to do it day by day, plus, my life isn't all that exciting anyway... heh
03/06/02
