- 08.27.01 - 09:16 AM -
New Windows system, new screenname, new e-mail. Yikes! lol What can i say? I've been a busy little bug, and i still have to finish installing some more CRaP on my computer. lol So, i don't got much time to write ...just stoped by to let you know what's happenning.
Me and Becks are on speaking terms again, but all i seem to do is badmouth her girlfriend. LOL I can't help it really, if you knew her, you'd see a reason to badmouth her too. lol I'm so mean ... but anyways, i gotta jet. Gotta work on my pooter.
- 08.25.01 - 08:24 AM -
Time to refresh ... maybe i should refresh my brain with it too. Jeez, i've been such a bitch lately. I don't know what the hell is wrong with me. I guess i don't take rejection as easily as i thought. Not that it happens often, but that can't be good.
You know, i appologize to Rebecca for me acting so stupid, even though she probably doesn't know half the shit i did. But i'd like it left like that, 'cause i'm trying to deal with this the best way i know how ... I'm sorry that i'm not very good at it.
Last night i did write a poem ... when i'm feeling like this it's usually easy to catch it down on paper. Which isn't a bad thing really, 'cause it's awesome that i can put feeling crappy into good use. But umm, yeah ... click here to read it. Anyways, i'm out.
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