Thursday September 25, 2003:
Well no word yet from the state, I know it was unrealistic to even think that I would. Hopefully by next week it will. well I put my anger to good use today, I wrote to my senators and my representative about how I feel these insurance companies are run by money hungry CEOs who don't care about the little people. It was probably a waste of time, but you know if you don't say something and always think that way, nothing ever happens. It's one thing I learned when I volunteered, don't complain and stop your bitching unless you are ready to stand up and say something or do something about it. I guess it's like lotto you never know. As corney as it sounds I ended the letter saying "let my one voice speak for those who have been silenced". Yeah I know....lol. But hey when I get on a role, I really get going.
I just wanted to add a little note here. I know that I have been the voice of doom, with waiting on these appeals, my job, or lack of, and money, but this is my journel. This is my place to voice how I feel, not gloss over the words and make it all happy. As I said in the foreword, I was going to be open and honest. And yes if I am panicking about money and feeling depressed and losing it, well then that's the truth. I've read other journels with others complaining and going on about their fears and even whining. But who are we to say something. It's their journel, and they are putting it out there for all to see. And not for nothing, its nice to know sometimes that I am not the only one going through this, feeling persecuted by some unseen power. I will have happy entries, sad and depressing, crying, bouts of madness, and day that my entries will be hysterically funny. But do not judge me, and complain. You wanted to peek into my life and diary, well here it is in full frontal fashion, so please if you can't be encouraging then write it in your own journel.
Well, now that is out and done with it's time to make dinner, and it's chili night.....yeah!!!!!!!!
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