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| May 2004 continued..... |
| Wednesday May 5, 2004: Weigh in day......can you tell I'm happy...yes I broke my plateau from last week. I am now down another 4lbs!!!!! That's more than I even hoped for. I was wishing for at least a one or two lb loss, but 4 lbs!!!! Yeah baby....I am now officially 221lbs!!!!! I;m just too happy with myself. I have noticed that eating is getting much easier so now, especially since I don't dump, I am going to have to really enforce self control to watch myself. I know I have cheated here and there, but not in a bad way. I know I shouldn't have at all, and I could be making my weight loss fall off slower, but I am only human. I do have more control than I normally would have. If I have ice cream it's only two spoonfulls, if I have a fresh baked chocolate chip cookie, it's only one or two small ones. Chips no more than a total of 10. So you see it's not like I'm gorging, where I could have eaten an entire haagan daaz, or 10 cookies, or a big bag of chips.....big difference, and it's not like I do it every day or every other day. Honestly this is where I wanted to be, where I could still have and enjoy most food, but now only in moderation. That has always been my goal, but I had never been able to reach it. I hope now I have. Well that's it for now folks. I'll check back in a couple of days, unless something really juicy happens...ciao. |
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| Wednesday May 12, 2004: Hello everyone.....sorry I haven't updated all week. Things have been absolutely nuts. I got my car...yeah!!!!! And I'm in love with it. A 2002 Hyundai Elantra GTS 5dr. He is too cute!!!! I wasn't sure I was going to be that happy with a hatchback, but it's really roomy and it handles real nice for 4cyl. Now I just have to make it official by naming him, yes I name my cars, and yes they are all boys. I had one girl and she ended up being a tempermental bitch. So no more girls for me. Yeah I know I'm nuts. Okay so here I am at my weigh in day with another loss....not much, just one pound. But hey it's better than no lbs at all. So now I'm officially at 220lbs. I might have more of a loss next week, I've had my period this week and I'm a bit bloated...yuck. I took out my ab roller, I'm going to start this weekend once I've finished with my friend. The cool thing is that I tried on a lot of my old slacks (well not old just couldn't wear them because I was too big). I have two pairs that i can't even wear because they are too big, can you believe that? I couldn't pull them over my big a%s and now they are falling off, go me!!!!! I'm so glad I never threw anything out. I am going to be so broke with my car payments and insurance that it's nice to know that I finally saved something good. Hopefully by next year I will buy a new wardrobe, but for now I am happy to wear my own stuff. It really makes me feel good. Even my BF noticed and even said something about my weight loss. he said her really noticed it in the shower, yes I was nude....lol. Let's not be prudish now. Anyway it's late and I am hungry. yep still gets hungry.....not much changes. Catch you guys in a few days. |
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| Monday May 17, 2004: Not much happening, I threw up for the first time in weeks yesterday. We went for lunch and I had baby back ribs, I ate only two and I got sick right away. It realy sucks getting sick out of the house. Most of it went down but the last two bites just wouldnt budge. I ended up taking them home to only eat another 4 for dinner. And those went down just fine. I've noticed that when I'm really hungry (yes I still get hungry) I can't eat at all, one, two bites and that's it. But if I'm just maing dinner or having lunch because it's that time I can eat a decent small portion. Weird huh? Well i am enjoying my lil car....he is so cute!!!!! I have decided to name him Seth, I was going to name him Sean, so it's still a toss up. I'm crazy I know. It feels so roomy and I think it's because of some of the weight I lost that I can be more comfortable. I've noticed that I am a lot more comfortable in a lot of things, like I can cross my legs again, and that my clothes are getting looser. Yeah!!!!! I'm not sure if I have dropped any more weight but I can definitely feel a difference in my clothes. A month ago the jeans I started wearing were tight but fitting me, and now I can feel the difference, even after they have been in the dryer. I started doing some light weight lifting at home and I broke out my ab roller. That's right baby, kiss that flabby stomach good bye. LOL. I want to have a nice stomach for next month. We're supposed to go to bike week in Laconia. It should be fun, we're even camping. That should be an experience. Well it's time to make dinner....chili....mmmmm yummy. See ya guys on Wednesday. |
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