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| Monday March 29, 2004: Not much happening. I did really good this weekend and today. I am still throwing up on some chicken, but it all depends on what it is. It's so weird how one day I can eat chicken one way and cant the next day. I did learn that I can eat popcorn. We went to the movies to see Dawn of the Dead Saturday night and I had like three handfuls of popcorn. I snuck in my own drink (diet ice tea) and just enjoyed the movie. I was tempted to have more but I was good. I took my two month photos so go check it out. I got my haircut in Manhattan too. It looks great. I decided to cut it even shorter than originally planned because I am losing so much hair, sooner than I had planned it happening. I'm sure it had a lot to do with the fact that my hair was so heavy being so long. But I love it, it came out so good. {Big cheese smile} It feels good too, like a weight has been taken off my shoulders...hahaha!!! I am looking forward to Wednesday weigh in. I've been walking again and I'm planning on starting my tummy crunches in another week. I need to work out my tummy and get it as flat as possible. And I know its possible to do because I was never over 300lbs. So keep your fingers crossed. But all in all, I know I would do it all over again. I feel better, I'm starting to look better. And just think in 2 months I am already a 1/3 down to my goal weight loss. Go me go me!!!! Night everyone....Average Joe "Adam returns" is on. I love bad tv sometimes...Ciao!!! |
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| Tuesday March 30, 2004: Okay I have been really bad, and now I'm afraid to weigh in tomorrow. I have been grazing all day today. My biggest problem is not being able to eat what I should be eating. It really sucks, because I've been chowing down chips, popcorn and even a couple of milano cookies. I did eat a good dinner tonight. I had some chicken and cooked carrots with a spoonful of rice soaked in italian dressing. I even ate very good last night. I have to find something to munch on while I'm at work. I don't want to fall into the same trap I did at my last job, grazing on crap all day. So needless to say I am afraid of tomorrow's weigh in. I am keeping my fingers crossed that things will blissfully move through my system and out without absorbing all those horrible calories. I am so close yet so far away, and I could realy screw this up by keeping with bad habits. They were right when they say the sugery is only a tool. I have to remember that always. I can't think I can get away with eating all this sh*t. Say a little prayer for me to stay on the losing side of things tomorrow. Well ciao for now, American Idol is on....not only are my eating habits bad but so is my addiction to most reality tv shows......lol. |
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| Wednesday March 31, 2004: Go me go me....another 2lbs lost today bringing me to a grand total of 53lbs and weighing in at 235lbs. I still have not pooped yet (I know a little too much info right?). I took the laxative (kolase) last night and still nothing. I took another 2 pills to help it along. It's funny because I took the pills Friday night and normally I would have to go the next morning. But instead I ended up going on Sunday instead. So maybe I'll go either tonight or tomorrow morning. So maybe next week will show a difference with more of a loss once I remove all this crap out of my body. I got my first full paycheck today and boy was it good. But yet I'm broke already....lol. I had so many bills to pay, including my health insurance and my rent is due tomorrow. So now I have to wait another two weeks to get paid :(, but at least I know it will be just as good. I'm hoping that within another 2 to 3 paychecks I will be caught up on most if not all my bills. That will be one less stressful thing to worry about. Not much else going on, my BF as usual is in a foul mood. I just tend to ignore it. Listen to me ladies, don't take any crap before or after this surgery. I've noticed the changes in him since I've had surgery....hmmmm is someone threatened that I'm losing weight and that I'm gonna turn out to be a babe? Hahahaha!!!! Too bad. I have another weight loss friend who is in the middle of a divorce, she hasn't gone into details, but I think it has to do with the jealousy factor in her looking so much better and attracting attention. Men are so stupid, they want us to look good, and then when we do they get all bent out of shape and crap. Today's a crap day...crap..crap....crap. I need some sleep. I've been working too hard. Well night everyone, stay dry if you're out here on the east coast. And please bear with me in my stats and weight loss chart. I'm still getting the hang of this html code thing. Ciao, |
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