| Monday March 22, 2004: I hope everyone enjoyed their weekend. I got some much needed rest on Saturday, I ended up sleeping till 11am, not only to get up at 8am on Sunday morning. Work is going well so I can't complain about that, it's just a long day (9 hrs) with only a 1/2 hr lunch break. But being there really helps me get in my water, I don't know why, but when I am home it is so hard to get my water in, at least all 60 oz. I'm starting to eat better, yesterday was a good eating day....i had a little bit of chicken lo mein and some grilled chicken caeser salad. I can't wait until I can eat chopped meat, I'm dying for a slice of meatloaf or a meatball. I did get sick a couple times in the past few days. It really sucks because sometimes something smells so good and I know it tastes so good but I can't have it :(. But I have to look at it this way as of tomorrow I am going to be 2 months out. So there is still some time to go till I can start eating different things. Okay now for the disgusting part, I'm still taking the colase at least 3x a week so I can take a crap. I just feel like I have no need to go, only when I take these pills. It sucks, but I guess I will discuss it with my doctor when I go back for my 3 month check up. Between the not being able to eat much, the vomiting, and not being able to crap normally if this is the worst that happens then so be it. Well I am keeping my fingers crossed that I have lost another 2lbs so I can make my 50lb loss mark for my 2month anniversary. Wish me luck, I'll check back on Wednesday...ciao!!!! |
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| Wednesday March 24, 2003: Drum roll please..........another 3lbs gone making my 2 month grand total of 51lnbs lost gone foreva!!!!! Oh and to add to this another 11inches gone...totaling 30 inches gone in two months. I cannot believe that I actually weigh 237lbs. I haven't weigh that much in almost 4 yrs. I do feel great, its amazing how I can stand on my feet for a long time, nor feel the pain in my feet. My clothes are fitting much better which is exciting, I'm hoping to start wearing some of my other clothes that I haven't worn in a while. It is strange though, how little one can eat and manage to get by with it. The only thing is that feels strange being bulimic without being one. My stomach has been real testy as to what it will hold, and unfortunately protein is not my best friend. It is so true carbs are so much easier to eat and keep down then it is to get in the protein. I can handle chicken but not a whole lot, and sometimes my stomach doesn't want it at all. Like yesterday I ended up throwing up at work, I thought I was going to puke right at my desk. I just hope no one heard me in the bathroom. But I have to look at it this way, I'm finally losing the weight and in time I will be able to eat more of a variety. So for now I can deal with it...although I was bad for dinner tonight, I ate some onions rings...bad real bad. And another bad thing is that I can definitely handle sugar, I have been good at keeping it to a minimum but I knew it was going to happen. The only good thing is that I can drink milk, so that is going to help with my calcium intake. so on a whole its not all bad. Well I will add my new pics this weekend after I get my very expensive haircut in manhattan...go me..have a good night everyone. |
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| Friday March 26, 2004: Just wanted to drop a quick note to say hi, and that I'm am doing much better at eating proteins. I ate a small breaded chicken cutlet and like 3 teaspoons of rice covered with dressing. It felt so good to eat soemthing and hold it down and not get sick. I even have 1 1/2 of Wendy's chicken strips for lunch today. I have no idea what I am going to eat tonight but I will think of something. I know I haven't always been good, well let's face it no one ever is entirely faithful on their diets, but I've been doing so great that if I want a little something I should be allowed to have it and be left alone. But not when it comes to my BF. I swear he's in a bad mood since I've been home. Give me a break, and don't say crap when you cant even stop smoking. So leave me the hell alone!!!! With that said, I'm exhausted from work. Things are going pretty good there and I've been given compliments by all three bosses. So now to do some laundry. Have a great weekend everyone, I'll get some pics up this weekend....promise. |
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