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Friday March 5, 2004:
So far so good.  I have been eating well and getting closer to my 60 oz of water every day.  I've devised a sure way to keep getting it in without losing it on its blandness, I'm mixing one of my bottles with ice tea, so at least its not the same thing always.  I need to buy more diet powder mixes so I can have more variety.  I've been walking more too.  I actually walked 4 miles Wednesday.  I was worn out and I am still a little sore today but I can't believe I actually walked 4 miles!!!!!  This weekend's weather is supposed to be a bit on the crappy side so I'm going to stay in and work out with my new video.  I'm hoping that with the exercising and actually getting my required amount of water I will start losing again.

I do feel great though.  I can feel that my clothes are looser and no longer tight.  That alone realy feels great.  I can't wait for them to start falling off, thats going to be even greater.  But on another note, I tried something today that I shouldn't have.  Well actually last night and this morning.  I tried some chocolate.  Not a lot, a small handful of snowcaps and two chocolate chip cookies today.  I know real bad, but I was hoping it would get me to go to the bathroom.  I had a small bowel movement but I know there is more up there.  I know thats gross, but hey I told you guys I would be brutally honest.  I really think that not pooping is going to be a problem with trying to lose the weight.  So I caved in and bought the Colase.  I'm going to take it tonight, it says to take it daily but I think I wll try it 2 to 3 times a week, at least until my body regulates itself. 

The one thing I did notice is that I did feel flushed after the chocolate.  Actually a bit light headed too.  So I know if I ever push it too far I would definitely get sick, but on a bad note being able to handle chocolate and any sweet is going to make this all a lot harder.  Now its going to be a battle of the wills.  Pray for me...hahaha!!!  Have a great weekend everyone.
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Sunday March 7, 2004:
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hope everyone is enjoying their day, it is absolutely gorgeous here in Ny and I am still exhausted from last night.  I went to a family party last night and had a ball.  My mom's side of the family is way too much fun, we were up dancing and partying the night away.  I ate like nothing, I tried a chicken wing and barely had 1/2 of it and maybe two to three bites of a potatoe/egg salad.  And yes I was good I only drank my diet ice tea.   But i enjoyed dancing, I couldn't believe that I was up and moving around, dancing merengue and bachato (I think thats how its spelled).  I didn't get home till almost 1:30 am and the party was still going strong, but I had been up early, worked out to my DVD ( I did 3/4 of a mile, let me tell you aerobics is not easy) and the dancing took its toll.  I can't wait for the next party, I'm going to tear it up.....lol!!!!

But get this....remember that bitch my BF went out with?  Well she started calling again last night.  She called my house hung up and then had the audacity to call my cell phone!!!!  My cell phone, how the hell did she get that number?  I know my BF isn't stupid enough to give her the number.  The only thing I can think of is that she got a hold of one of his business cards with my number on it.  Well I've had it.  I went to the police station to make a complaint, the cop asked me if I wanted her arrested I said okay.  Because she only called both numbers once I might not have much of a case against her, but because she's called in the past and has continued to call every couple of months he wrote up the report.  I told him I really came to make a complaint and have it on record if she continued I would press charges.  I told him that she called back in November several times hanging up on me, hello I have caller ID?!!!!  So now I have to wait and hear from a detective and see what they say.  If she continues to call I think they will go ahead and press the case, if not she will probably be issued a warning and be made aware that I am full within my right to have her arrested if she continues.  I know my BF isn't going to be happy.  He doesn't like cops and doesn't wish having anyone arrested not even his worst enemies.  But its either this or I'm going to lose my cool and then I'm going to be arrested.  I already changed my number once, why should I pay to do it again?  If this was several years ago I probably would have beaten the crap out of her just for the disrespect.  This is my house, my phone, who does she think she is?  I know she was calling back in Nov, Dec because Christmas was coming, then again in Jan because valentine's day was coming.  What next his birthday?  For all I know she could have found out about my surgery and is now going to put thoughts in his head that once all the weight is gone I am going to leave him. 

But this is what she does, she tries to get us to fight in hopes that we will break up and she'll get him back.  I just can't get over the fact that she thinks she has a right to call MY HOUSE!!!!!  It is taking everything I have to keep from bashing her face in or calling her and threatening her.  But I know that is what she wants, I told the cop that.  But I'm smarter than that.  She's going to have to pay the hard way, she already has a record for shoplifting I hope she is ready for another line in her record.  And if she does get arrested its her own fault, she was warned, I warned her and a cop called her over a year ago and warned her to stop calling.  But she thinks that because of my BF she can get away with it.  The thing is she has no other way to contact him but to call here, because there are no other numbers. 

Thanks for listening I needed to blow off steam.  I'll let you know what comes of it. 

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