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| Friday December 19, 2003: Oh my, we went to see "Lord of the Rings" 3 tonight. It was amazing, worth every penny spent making it and every penny to see it. We normally don't go to the movies, but something like this you cannot pass up and not see it on the big screen. If you have the chance, see it, it is probably the best movie or trilogy ever made. Well now that I have gotten that out of the way, here's my update. Remember how I left messages for Vincent of Cigna to call otherwise I would go to Phili to see him, well it worked!!! He called, apologizing and all, unfortunately I wasn't home and he left a message. So I called my lawyer and left him several. Now he's the one pissing me off, he hasn't gotten in touch with Vincent. This is such BS. I left him a message stating that if he didn't have the time I would come to his office and do the calling for him until I got a holf of Vincent and being there they could set up the conference call ASAP. I'm so frustrated, I don't understand why this process is taking so long. It kills me to see how swiftly others have had theirs. Its makes me envious and I don't like that. It's just not my nature to be that way. If we look back on my journey I started this in May of 2002, started this journal in Jan 2003, and here we are almost ready to begin the new year. It hurts to think that I have lost so much valuable time and money. I wish I could do it all over again, I would have made better use of this time. But since I can't I have to stay focused on the future. Well have a great weekend everyone. Hope you got all your Christmas shopping done |
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| Tuesday December 23, 2003: Well I did it, I got my appeal date set for next Tuesday the 30th. I can't believe I pulled it off and got it scheduled before the end of the year. I am still pissed at my lawyer, I know he's got a lot more cases but I just feel like I got tossed aside. Really sucks when you feel like the one person who is supposed to fight for you makes you feel like they bailed out. But all I know is that 2-3 weeks from next Tuesday I will be preparing for my appeal to California or popping the cork on some sparkling cider. When I look back, I wish I had done things differently. You know gotten a new job, or even started school. But I can't dwell on that now. I have to focus on the task ahead. All I do know is that I couldn;t handle starting from scratch again. I know there wil lbe some tests I will have to do over, but for the most part that's bearable. But to begin anew with a new insurance company, new doctors, new everything, I couldn't handle it, at least not emotionally. Hopefully the new year will bring lots more luck. It's been a harsh year, between losing my job, money, surgery being canceled, my health, my car, losing friends and old colleagues (3 passed away over the summer). And I'm not the only one I know who had a bad year, it seems like it was a bad year for everyone. I hope things will change for the better for us all. I have big plans you know :)))) Ciao!!!! |
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