March 2005
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Wednesday March 2, 2005:
Right now I am in mourning, for my #1 show....NYPD BLUE, I have loved that show since it came on.  Alright I admit, I kind of phased out when Rick Shroerder came on.  He really dimmed the story lines for me.  Not saying he wasn't good when he first started, but the obsessive side of his character was a bit over the top.  They should have played it a bit more controlling obsession, not looney like.  Anyway the tribute was well done with one exception....where were the clips of Esai Morales?!!!!  That man is beautiful and he was perfect on the show.  Man I would give almost anything to have one night with him.  Yes I have had a crush on him since La Bamba.  Pathetic....I know, but hey we all have a secret someone we fantasize about.  But heres to NYPD Blue for going out with class and Andy being where he should be.  It would have been unreal to see where they would have gone with him in the lead like that, but I guess we will never know.  But kudos to him for prtraying a detective the way he has.  Having worked in the NYPD for 7 1/2 yrs, he is a true protrayal of a real cop.

Okay enough of that.  I dropped the 2lbs that I gained last week.  I do not know how, but go me!!!!!  I have been checking out the gym scenes.  It is mad expensive for the good ones.  I am going to give it only 2 more weeks of checking out several more, than I am going to make my decision.  I was a bit peeved at my big sis today.  I was talking to her about gyms, and she was all like why do have to spend the money. Work out at home like I do.  That doesn't work for me.  I tried to explain that, and the more I did, the more flustered I got.  I really hate that, I hate having to prove my point.  I just wish people would stop judging me and just accept my decisions.

On that note Oprah is on and I'm waiting for my man to show.  We have a gym to visit.  Ciao.
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Monday March 7, 2005:
I did it, I finally did it, I joined the gym today.  And tomorrow the hell begins.  Hahahaha!!!  It's about time too.  I can't believe how weak I am, it's pathetic.  But all that is going to change.  I'll tell you how it goes tomorrow.
Thursday March 10, 2005:
Okay so I never made it to the gym on Tuesday, and you can't blame me the weather was horrible.  But I have made up for it the past two days.  I have spent almost an hour each day there.  Right now I am doing only cardio, and today I have started back on my crunches at home.  Yesterday I did the treadmill for 35 minutes, the almost 9 minutes on the bike, and I tried out the ecliptic (I have no idea how to spell it) machine....looks like you are cross country skiing. 
Today I went for 50 minutes with a slight incline on the treadmill.  Which was enough.  I don't want to kill myself right away.  I do that then I wont be able to work out for a while.  I am planning on going in again tomorrow, and hopefully my hips wont hurt so much so I can go back on that cross country machine again.  I'm figuring by next week that I will try out some weight machines, but I think that cardio should be my main focus.  I really want to shake things up and start losing again.  And I am drinking more water.  I think I wont have a choice since I am so damn thirsty after being on the treadmill.

It should be interesting when my BF joins me this weekend there.  I have 2 guest passes, so we'll see what he'll try pulling in front of me.  Lord help me.  Hahaha!!!!
Wednesday March 16, 2005:
I am happy to announce that the gym is actually working.  I dropped 1 1/2 lbs of the 3 I gained last week.  I did take 3 days off in a row, but that was only because I had strained a muscle something aweful in my ankle.  But I have been back since yesterday, and I intend on going straight through till Saturday (thats my designated day off), plus I think it is probably too crazy then that day.  But so far so good.

I'm thinking by next week I will start on some of the weight machines.  My dad gave me a nice compliment and said I looked like I dropped some more weight.  But it is probably inches.  I will start taking my inches again starting the first week of April to give myself some ample time to see a difference.  Don't want to get too discouraged too quickly.

Okay now on to some fun stuff, my dad install this software called Kazza, for those techies out there, its a shareware program where you download songs that others have in their computers.  Its so cool, I have been downloading like crazy all day...heehee!!!!  I'm having way too much fun with that, but I need some really good inspirational music to keep me moving in the gym.  Oh and whats up with American Idol?!  Nikko has to go sorry but he sucks.  But so did Lyndsey.  I'm holding on tight to my rocker boys, especially Bo, he's amazing, and let's not forget Nadia, she's amazing!!!!  My dream top two...Bo and Nadia.  One can only dream, right?  See ya guys over the weekend.
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