Journal

Thursday June 21, 2001 8:23 a.m.
WOW finally tonight in about 10.5 hours I'll be at my prom I can hardly wait. I also almost has a heart attack when I found out I passed the spanish regents I was just so caught off guard. Well that's it for no I have to get my things and myself ready for tonight, P.H.C for everyone

Tuesday July 17, 2001 12:04a.m.
Ok Ok it's been a while since I've written in here so here is the abridged version of what has happened since last time I wrote. The prom was wonderful and when I was in the limo I had a great time with my friends and did a coupple of things which I won't mention on here *naughty me*. The day after I went to six flags with some of my friends and I had a great time, I wish that more of them were there but ther were kinda tired since they arrived home around 5a.m. and the buss was set to leave at 7a.m. The following day was graduation and I just have to say thank mother nature for the dismal weather, b/c of it they moved it from the courtyard to the gym, I couldn't even picture having my graduation in the courtyard with the blistering sun on me for 2 hours, I would have died. I'm so going to miss them all but I know that I'll see some of them again but not at my college. I've also made some new friends since graduation unfortunatly I won't be able to see them in person once I move in my dorm. Speaking of dorm, I had my 3-day orientation at Plattasburgh State University and loved it there, then I went str8 to Canada to visit my aunt and cousin, I had a great time there as well. When I came back I saw the Ap results there in the mail pile and saw that I got a 2 and started laughing b/c I knew that I didn't even try with these classes and as for the test, theessays weren't complete on the AP americna history exam and I didn't EVEN do an entire esay on the Biology exam. Back to the university, the food there doesn't seem to agree with my stomach so I don't think I'll have to worry about the freshman 15. I'm going to cal my roommate since I just got his name and number while I was away and ind out like what kind of a person he is. I'm hoping that we at the very least can get along. Oh yeah I'm also majoring in biology, damn it. Well that's it for now I'll speak to you all laterz. P.H.C for everyone

Uranus World Shaking

Tuesday July 17, 2001 12:40a.m.
I forgot a coupple of things. The one friend that I did tell EVERYTHING about me, it turns out he was talking behind my back at my old school so I decided all it fair in talk and talk back so I decided to expose him for the fake he is and when I did he was like "oh I'm not speaking to you until I forgive you" and I'm like "until you forgive me, wait a mofoing min there who the HELL do you think you are talking to, I damn well will NOT be taking that from you." I wrote him this letter afterward. :

Thursday July 19, 2001 6:21p.m.
I had a great time last night at luxe (I think that's the name of the club) it was less crouded that usual but it was still good none the less. I'm definately going to have to go again probably next week wednesday. And I've also managed to set up an appointment with the DMV for my road test (my friends will be so scared when they find out I can hardly wait to see the looks on their faces). Well that's it for now. P.H.C. for everyone.

Saturday August 11, 2001 6:39p.m.
WoW, just think that in exactly 2 weeks from now I'll be moving into my dorm room and starting college, it seems like it was yesterday that I started senior year (H.S.) and now I'm about to be starting college. I still have things to buy and places to go b/c something tells me that since I'm moving into a small town that there won't be much to do there, but hey I could be wrong I haven't really checked out the town that much only the campus. I'm also trying to get a job at Target but I won't even be able to work for 10 days b4 I have to leave, but I'm still going to do it b/c it sould be prove to be a good experience to actual work. Laterz people. P.H.C. for everyone

Sunday August 19, 2001 3:08p.m.
Today is the day b4 the Nsync concert on the Today Show, WOW, my how time flies. I was planning to leave at midnight but now I'm thinking that I'll probably leave earlier, I was evening thinking about leaving now. I'm still looking at my calendar to verify that it's already the 19th of august, part of me still thinks this is nothing more than a dream. Here is the rundown of what this week will be: Monday - NSYNC concert, Tuesday - Nothing, Wednesday - Nothing, Thursday - Road Test, Friday - Leave for Plattsburgh and stay at hotel over night (assuming I can book one ahead of time), Saturday - Arirve at Plattsburgh State University for dorm check in. It's just s wild that this week has finally arrived, but at the moment I'm so looking more forward to going to see NSYNC then college, oh that reminds me, I went to see the Princess Diaries last night and I saw the trailer for the movei On The Line, staring James Lance Bass and Joey Fatone from NSYNC, after looking at the trailer I'm definately going to watch the movie, it should be comming out in October. Oh and I didn't get the job at Target, which I guess is probably best considering the ammount of time I would have had to work, hey that's the way the cookie crumbles (I know it's a cliche` so sue me why don't you *don't even think of using that as permission to sue me for anything hehe*). Oh and great news for those that are going to my former H.S. (wow I cna't belive I can actually say that) It turns out that that math teacher that I (and so many of the students didn't like) had left, and she was only working there for a year (I guess she couldn't handle the stress *my guess is that when the ratio of students that failed the regents compaired to that of those that passes was seen she was probably canned*). I'm definately not sad to see her leave, I didn't even bother trying with the regents (I took it I just didn't put any effort into it) when the day arrived b/c I knew that it would be impossible to pass it and I was right, the students that you definately would have thought would have passed it turned out to fail it isntead so now I don't feel bad (not that I would have) and it turns out that there was really no point in me doing that class b/c of my major the class that I will be taking is intro to stastics (it's mandatory) and that will be easy enough, so basicaly if I did winde up passing that regents after working very very hard to pass it I would have been pissed b/c it wouldn't have really counted towards anything, just like I'm upset at how I passed the spanish regents (by devine intervention only, truse me) and now it turns out that b/c I didn't get mastery on it (85 and above) that I still have to take elementery spanish, but at the same time I'm glad that I didn't take Spanish 4 b/c not only wouldn't I have had the opportuniyu to go to Spain, but I still would have had to take the spanish class in college without a mastery on the regents. Ok I'm not really pissed after all about having to take the class in college and I am still ever so grateful that I passed the regents, and glad I didn't wast a year taking spanish 4, so basically everything wound up working out. Well that's it for now people, Laterz people. P.H.C. for everyone

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Dear Friend First off I'm fully aware of the fact that you've been talking about me behind my back telling people at Jackson that I'm gay which I find very supprising since I KNOW for a fact that you are gay, for you to deny it would just be an insult of my intelegence just trust me when I say that I KNOW that you are gay. I'm still supprised that you would go talking about me behind my back and then get upset at me later on about that phone thing with nicole and then say you are going to keep me blocked on your list untill you forgive me. Let me say this right now that crap DOESN'T work with me, you don't just decide to go behind my back and talk about me, then I know about it and still talk to you afterwards and then I do that little phone thing in which you talked badly about nicole when even she knows from others in school that you've said bad things about her and you denied it in her face. No you don't EVEN try to pull that with me, I'll tell you this right now I could have so blown up you're spot and told everyone at Jackson that you are gay after what you said but instead I didn't do that, I did the phone thing with Nicole instead so she can hear the truth and suddenly you decide to block me and not even try to talk about it, um let me think NO, I refuse to be played like that, you apparently think that you're all that but you're not, I see it, you're other so called friends see it hint Dominic, yeah she also talks about you behind your back, if you belive it or not is irrelevant but it's true. You are such a character and if I didn't know better I'd say you were a drama queen. I refuse to be played like that behind my back by someone I thought I trusted and I can honestly say you are the first person to do that, usually if people have tomething to say that they want to say behind my back (gossip and rumore not poking fun at) and I trust them they will say it to my face but you are the only one that I've trusted that that has EVER had the audacity to pull this crap with me. It's not until you forgive, it's until I FORGIVE you and get that str8. Don't you EVER EVER pull this crap with me again then get melodramatic when I do something far less sever again is THAT understood? P.S you've just been "SHUT DOWN" goodbye!! P.S.S When you decide to grow a pair of balls and talk about this then either E-mail me or call but don't EVER pull this crap with me. (Notice the lack of profanity, yeah that's me keeping my temper under control) and if you have anything else to say that won't help then all I can say is "FIRE THE LASER"!!