Journal

Sunday March 18, 2001 3:26p.m.
What the hell am I going to wear to the prom, granted that it's in June but you have to plan ahead for these things, then suddenly it hit me. I would love to have that tux that Neo-King Endymion wears (minus a coupple things of course) but the design of it and the color would be perfect. The question is where am I going to find the things needed. The color has to be lavender or a pale bluish/violet. I also remember that people in the late 19th century used to wear capes with the formal wear, so I've decided to go along with that tradition, along with white gloves and a cane that screams "look at me I'm so damn proper". So on tuesday I've decided to go out and find the required objects. I'm also going to have to see if I can find a tophat to match.

Saturday March 10, 2001 4:06a.m.
OMG the musical was such a success, we totaly kicked ass out there. I was like having such a great time out there. I was running kind of late so before I even was able to change I had to get my makeup applied then after that it was my little lunch (12 doughnuts, *I gave out 3 of them*) and then str8 into the prop room to get changed. I'm still loking for my formal wear shoes but they seemed to have disappear. Everyone was great out there despite some of the technical difficulties we had out there (don't think the audence picked up on them) and also the heat. Okay now that that's said let's move on towards something else. Earlier today two friends and I were talking about how it's easy to tell if a guy is gay but now nearly as easy as to see if a girl is a lesbian, we also gave some examples of people who were gay in the school and as I was listening to them I was thinking "cool they aren't like saying totally ignorant *but I wasn't supprised they aren't ingorant to begin with, that and they are girls so they are much easier to talk to than guys. Well I have to bi in school by 9:00a.m. for AP American History review then I ahve to come back to school for another production of the musical (for those of you who didn'tread the past entries the musical is Grease) so I'm going to have to catch up on my sleep and get something to eat because my stomach was actually grumbling loud enough that anyone near by could hear it. Well that's it for now everyone P.H.C. for everyone.

Saturday March 10, 2001 11:42p.m.
First just let me say "they love me, they really really love me". The encore of the musical tonight was great I even recieved a rose as well, I'm kinda bummed that this will be my last musical at here but none the less if it's the last it certainly was the best. When I was walking home form the play though this van of girls were saying "hey sexy that rose is for me, I'm gay to" and I was just thinking total airheads and gave them the finger. It wasn't until I came home that I realized that I was still wearing the makeup from the musical, silly me. Okay I should get going I have a test on monday for AP American History and I should start studying. P.H.C. for everyone.

Sunday March 11, 2001 11:32p.m.
I've decided to take matters into my own hands (those of you that I've told then you already know, those that wish to find out just icq me) I just hope that things work out the way I want them to work out. I should be studdying for that test tomorrow but I have my limit on studying or I'll go crazy so at the moment I'm taking a break. I'll continue with the studying at midnight and then stop at 1a.m. to watch Queer As Folk. Bye for now everyone. P.H.C. for everyone.

Tuesday March 13, 2001 7:29p.m.
I'm so damn tired at the momentandI don't know why but I have to stay awake to memorize this damn poem for spanish class. I'm kinda supprised that it's tuesday already but time seems to just fly buy, in just 3 months it will be June. Hey Micheal Happy B-day, you are now as ancient as I am. Overall I'm glad this day is done already I swear I was begining to age or something. *Yawn* off to memorization P.H.C. for everyone.

Monday March 19, 2001 6:58p.m.
At the moment I'm surrounded with some old books of mine that I've had for over a decade and The thought comes to mind "gosh things were much simpler when I was younger" but as a notice that tomorrow is the first day of spring and that I will be in college with a few months I realize that there are more advantages to being older, such as the freedom that I have and things that I'm able to discuss with my friends. I also realize that certain things about me I didn't fully know (or just realise) as I do at the present. I wish that I was able to extract my Dream Mirror and lok inside of it because that's probably the only way that I'll be able to see what I truly want from life. I used to be so certain but now I'm like I want to do this and I want to do that. P.H.C. for everyone.

Saturday April 7, 2001 11:32p.m.(Spain Time)
I arrived at the airport at 3p.m. on friday and our flight left JFK Airport at 6 on Iberia airlines (Never heard of it before). I was seated in a row with 3 others who were came with me and when the song YMCA came on we started doing the hand gestures that go along with it. The movie Billy Elliot was the flight movie and I ahve to say that I enjoyed it, at first I was like mmm this looks like it's going to be boring but it reality it wasn't at all. I will probably wind up buying the DVD version. We landed in spain but had to transfer to another flight, this one was only 45mins I thinkl but there was this little dog that was barking and it waswn't amusing to say the least. I arrived at the hotel and was sharing a room with 2 other people. The room was great, had a little lamp mounted onto the wall, a balcony, a little night table attached to the wall and a little dresser to the right of my bed. Took a shower the second I settled my stuff down but I used up all the hot water (sucks for the roomates). Afterwards we went out for lunch (had breakfast on the plane if that's what you choose to call food) I had some of the caviar and whatnot. We made our way to the pay phones to call home, it took us a little while to realize that our phone cards wouldn't work on them. After that we made our way down to the beach but I wasn't expecting so many topless women there. Some of us rented a paddle boat for an hour I was in it for half of that time with 2 others. I came back to the apartment to get a little sleep but that wasn't working out so instead I decided to go out and do some shopping. I bought a coupple souviners for the family members after that I came back to the apartment and had dinner whih was not good at all (blah). Afterwards we went out to some club but don't remember what the name of it is and had a good time there. Everyone there seems to smoke and I'm not talking aobut the club alone but Spain in general it's like everywhere you turn someone is smoking. Came back from the club a and tried to do the shut eye thing but still wasn't working, I don't even know when I finally managed to get some sleep. P.H.C. for everyone.

Sunday April 1, 2001 3:22a.m.
The Jr. Hish Drama was great on friday and I recieved a flower and a choclate cake which I wasn't expecting I was so supprised. Today has been great I and some friends went shopping for about 7 hours and I wound up getting some clothing and accessories from Abercrombie & Fitch and some body sprays from Bath & Body Works. My trip to spain is this friday and I'm just hoping that nothing what so ever goes wrong to prevent me from attending it but if everything goes smothly I'll be there soon enough. Well that's it for now P.H.C. for everyone.