Thanks to the ugly mass of words fused together as so called "entries", this page has been recently updated to be catagorized under month/year. Thank you

February/January 2005            December/Novermber 2004              June/July 2004
7/25/04   Spontaneity killed the bank account balance   Someone should really just pin me down here... As I mentioned on the opening page, I just purchased two tickets to the sold out Projekt Revolution Tour at DTE. The sad thing is that it just happens to be tomorrow at 2pm and I work tomorrow until 1:30pm. So, the probability of me going into work tomorrow are slim to nill. + the fact that I have to meet the seller of my KCK AZZ tickets @ DMA in the AM to pick them up. >>DID I MENTION YET THAT I AM IN THE 6TH G-D ROW?!?!<< OH YEAH! Unfortunatly, my usual concert-going pal is one "point" away from unemployment, so bringing me mother seems to be the only option here. (Hey - two tickets -- wtf else am I gonna do?) So I'm sure she will enjoy it :P Oh well - I'm giving her 'Hootie...' for Christ's sake!
My seats for Projekt Revolution - click for larger
I will be here
7/20/04   Jeez-ass!  I haven't added to the ramblings because I seem to get irritated when I can't do something and tend to say "to hell with this." Now I can upload, so I'm back :) Aren't you thrilled... So let's play ketchup. The Evanescence concert was awesome and  you can read a brief blurb on that on the concerts page. I drug Sparkles with me to go visit Orgazmo and his boy toy. I love Orgazmo to death and will NEVER say a bad thing about him, don't get me wrong; but it's just strange seeing your ex-boyfriend five times over kissing on another guy. Oh well. I'm happy for 'em both. I had another good friend of mine come out to me not too long ago. Isn't it sad when all your guy friends have boyfriends, but you don't? No bitterness though :)  My damn tooth has been acting all kinds of painful again - I think I'll have to get it pulled. Bitch. This past Friday I suprised Sparkles by driving us into my tiny little town to eat at Big Boy. And what to my wondering eyes should appear: our server is a guy I used to work with and haven't seen in probably close to 6-7 years. (Makes me feel so old!) It's mind blowing when stuff like that happens, is it not? Kinda like seeing Meghan after two years and here she is moving to Japan in a week -- just crazy. Hope I can keep in touch with him this time. I dunno what it is about people and me. They never call or write - they just.... vanish. Like I've always said: the only thing constant and dependable in my life is let down. Sadly enough. Oh well - you learn to cope and cling to the ones who care. Enter: Orgazmo, Sparkles and I'm starting to suspect Trevor. (who has invited me to Cedar Point) Mom and I butted heads the other day. I am glad she got shipped off to Canadia for a few days. All alone... how wonderful. I badly desire my own place. But, for those of you who know me, you know my last living arrangement and how that all came down.  Well, I'll let you all go to sleep. I need to shower - I'm dirty :)

6/23/04 
Enough to make you shed a tear or two Today work pretty much blew again. So much dropped today! All the damn patio furniture and crap...  And tomorrow I have 400 firsts in shoes alone. NTM two whole aisles in Domestics, several bigger misc. aisles, 33 counts...  It's just cuz I am alone this week. All the crap happens when I am alone... Went and saw Dodgeball. It was cute. I watched 'Bad Santa' last night. OMG! The opening mono. is SO me! The termonolgy and everything -- too sweet! (Suck ass - I've used that for years!)
I AM OFFICIALLY PROMOTING AMERICAN CHERRY! CHECK THEM OUT
NOW OR I WILL BEAT YOU WITH A FLIMSY STICK! **You know you like it**  Saturday I get to go visit my honey, Orgazmo. I am dragging Sparkley Applesauce with me. I get to meet his boyfriend for the first time... kinda nervous on that one. "Hi. I'm your boyfriends ex-girlfriend. The last girl he ever dated and probably ever will. How are you?"

6/22/04   Misc. Whining  This week sucks ass. Yesterday I went into work at 4AM and got out at 4PM. Today I went in at 3:30AM, (worked half an hour off the clock) but got out on time at 12:30. Tomorrow is gonna be iffy but I have to get out on time to go see 'Dodgeball' with a friend of mine. Then Thursday is another atrocious day, and hopefully Friday will be alright. On another note, I am broke and not too happy about that... Oh well. My life: you would think I'd be used to it by now!!

6/19/04   Concert Suprises   First off, I can't believe how long it's been since I last wrote! I know I've been busy and all, but... This weekend was my Blessid Union of Souls concert. I got out of work early and my mom took the day off so we could go. Drove the 3+ hours to get to this... "special" bar with nothing but red whore-house lighting. Scary - just frightening... We got there an hour and a half early, so we just sat at the closest table and waited. We were surrounded by young grunge kids - no one you would think would listen to BUOS. So, we were in wondering mode. Two other woman were there for BUOS and ended up sitting with us. Long story to short, BUOS cancelled - blow! Our two new friends bailed, but we stayed. Hey - three hour trip, $ lost via ticketmaster & $10 for parking?? My ass is staying! It ended up being 7 local bands playing around 5 song sets each. There was only one I didn't really like - Faction 69 I think it was. The music was awesome, but the lead singer was spastic. Head banging and dancing around the stage like a crack fiend, making out virtually with the mic, taking off his shirt (put it back on!)... No! Ducks! There were a few bands I REALLY liked. Money for Gyros is one you should all check out. I bought the demo cd and a shirt. The lead singer, Jon, was nice enough to sign my cd for me :) They'll have their own page here soon. Other highlights include Another Found Self, American Cherry and The Jaded. I walked outta there with like 4 demo cd's. So all 'n' all, the night was a suprise success. The concerts didn't get done 'till after 1AM. (Figure in that the show started at 7PM and we got there at 5:30... I didn't get in my driveway until about 5AM! And all next week my partner in price change crime is on vacation, so I am solo -- what a damn nightmare!

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/7/04  Weekend Unhappenings This weekend pretty much blew. I just stayed in (despite the glorious weather.) I tried all weekend to get ahold of people, but alas... no luck. Then, Sunday... I get a call from my new "Bro" that he's coming out for a quick minute. We ended up going canoeing at 10pm - illegal, nay? I won't go into lengthy details - so long story to short, the guy said he was gonna be naked for a few minutes. Me and my naive little mind thinks walking around in boxers. No biggie... I look up and - he wasn't kidding. I mean, I'm a big girl and all - nothing I've never seen before... But the shock factor was - !!! -  It didn't seem to bother him, so ----   I guess in a way I'm envious of him. Meaning, I wish I had that kind of self confidence and "no big deal" attitude. (Not that I wish I had been the one hanging out w/my wang out.) (QUICK - WHAT MOVIE??) Maybe if I had a bit of that I wouldn't be so GD shy.     K - I probably would be.  So that was the "high"light of my eventful weekend. Chronicles of Riddick comes out on the 11th. Can't wait - Vin is my eye candy :)  -- Along with Keanu Reeves, Eminem, Ralph Fienes and Johnny Depp...

6/4/04     Phone Issues   I am quite perturbed - I am just sitting here working on my internet stuff, and my phone starts vibrating. (Which I don't usually object to) "New text message". Ok... Check it and I see the dreaded words "your service has been suspended". What the hell - I haven't even recieved my first bill yet! So I go online and make a $60 payment and then call customer service to chew them out. Apparently I have gone over my spending limit and that's why they turned me off. How much was I over? 30 cents! Now it'll take 12 hours for my phone to be turned back on -- for 30 cents! "They are very strict about the spending limit" - no shit!
Today I tried calling  - like - six people. No one is picking up or home, so I leave contless voicemails and messages. I don't know why I bother - no one ever calls me back. (Can't now, anyways) I think it's a sign or so
mething: no one likes you. Stop bothering these nice people! And this weekend I was going to drive down to see the only man who matters to me in this world, and he's sick. So, that puts a severe damper on my plans. And all this up-coming week my parental unit will be working about the same schedule as I, which means no time alone. Crappy.     So goes the story of my life...

6/3/04    The Rambling Begins  I had to go into work today an hour early - it about killed me. You wouldn't think that getting up at 2AM instead of 3 would make that much of a difference... I got home and crashed. Now I am all hopped up on painkillers because my wrist is killing me. (Old scanning injury :) ) Yesterday I went to Circuit City and bought a Matchbook Romance cd - pretty good, I must say. I also purchased (more) DVD's. I officially have over 400 DVD's! What a minor accomplishment... I have a crap load to watch, though. I buy all these movies and then have to watch them all before the reciepts expire. I am not one to hold one to skippy movies...  I recieved Stripped on vinyl today in the mail. !!! It's freakin' awesome - I want to look at it, but am restraining myself. I want to keep it preserved in all it's shrinkwrap glory. I'm certain that something like this will be a collector's item if it isn't now.
Damn, I'm hungry. All I've eaten is a soggy breakfast sandwich from work and a .25 granola bar thing. Ahhh... sweet nourishment.
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