11/19/04: What to do, where to live, everything smells like smoke I haven't written any ramblings in freakin' FOREVER! I usually opt for my journal, but seeing as that gets read by my boyfriend, why not... I recently moved to the Spartan area and am just confused as to what I am doing. My boyfriend and I broke up a few day after the house thing, but almost the next day we went on a "Jess trip". Meaning - almost no planning, just spontanious journeys. This one led us to the magical state of New York where we stayed in a hotel in New Jersey. Then we went to the Statue of Liberty, Ground Zero, Wall Street (the bull), an old church, Ellis Island, etc... Then we went to Niagra Falls and spent the night up there and from there we spent the day in Toronto. We get back and I guess his "I love you" flame had been re-lit after I had already asked for a transfer. Now he wants me to stay here w/him and our other two roommates. Which - I like them and location is alright. I dunno -- I am going crazy I think. (Not really) Today I applied to 6 places looking for a second or better first job. I need to get back into my Graphics. Dangit! And my winter coat, which I actually found in all the destruction of the house still smells like smoke.