| NO LONGER I slide the knife across my skin You stare because I don't fit in But I don't want to be like you It's something I just will not do I am different I know for sure But I don't really care anymore Pain is something that I can take The pain I feel, is pain I make I'd rather die than be a clone I'd rather die and be alone Because I really can't stand you And everything that you do You are selfish, shallow and mean I am giving, caring and unseen No one knows or cares about me But I don't care, so leave me be This is a time to say goodbye But you won't be sad or even cry I used to be exactly like you And do everything you wanted to do But now I see how stupid that was To act like you was bad because I realised that as time kept going What I gave out, what I was showing You used to be my closest friend But time heals, all wounds will mend For you don't need me anymore But I've seen the ugliness at your core You hate me because I'm not the same Do you still even remember my name? Will you notice when I'm gone? Will you take the time to mourn? You won't even say farewell For where were you when I fell Into the darkness that I see It's all around, surrounding me I'm confused but I know for sure I won't be like you anymore No longer do I belong to you And you will see when I'm through That I am gone and can be free No longer do you have power over me... |