| IN MY HEART It's late at night and I know that I Should go to bed and let thoughts lie Down to sleep, where they can rest Patiently putting me to the test Will I cut or be alright? My strength is faltering tonight I pick up the knife and slowly slide It down my wrist, no need to hide I need to cut to make me feel And it starts to help me deal With all the pain that's in my life The pain is solved with a knife I know that I push you away I don't care about what you say What I'm doing just can't be wrong You would too, if you didn't belong You say that this is hurting you But pretending is something I can't do My wrist is cut, and it's just one I can't take back what I've done I'm sorry that I have hurt you so But I can't just tell my pain to go Please don't cry my darling love I'll be watching from above I promise you that when I'm gone It will be like I was never born No one will notice, no one will care I'll close my eyes now and say a prayer Goodbye my love, don't be sad Remember all those times we had For you will always be in my heart And even this could not tear us apart |