| HIDING I am hiding how I feel Because I really cannot deal With all the pain that is here Inside my heart, I start to fear The thoughts that form inside my head While I'm sleeping in my bed Dreams that tell me to die To end my life, to say goodbye They won't miss me, I am told These dreams begin to take a hold Over my thoughts, and I agree That this is not the place for me I want to be far away Because I'm dreaming of the day Where I will be free from this life And all it takes is a slit from a knife The thought is tempting and it's true That this will take me away from you But is it worth it to end it all? Especially when even angels fall From heaven into the black abyss And even then, it's you, that I would miss I wish my thoughts would let you go But how could they when you don't know? You're the one who saved me before But I don't think you care anymore You're too busy, no time for me But take a look, why can't you see That you're the one keeping me here Because of that promise I made last year And for that reason I cannot break it Which is the reason I might not make it Why can't you understand that I Am not as strong and I want to die I want to be away from it all I don't care if angels fall... |