i hold it in my hands
unassured of how it feels
i know what i've been told
hopefully it's all for real
it's such a funny shape
eagerly i turn it on
lying naked locked in my room
flat on my bed, legs open wide
anxiously waiting it inside
scarred to hear it buzzing loud
quickly turns to muffled sounds
i'm forced to squirm, it feels intense
i pull it out and take a breath
i touch myself to calm me down
i try again with power off
to help my muscles to relax
it hurts a bit to be so big
i let it loose, i loose control
i grab the sheets and scratch the bed
i pant, i twitch, i cringe ,i moan
from deep inside i feel it come
deep desire explodes within
i pulled him out and wet my sheets
i'll save him for emergencise
but for now, i need my rest