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TUESDAY [21_10_2003] :: PROBABLY


Mungkinkah
Stinky

Tetes air mata, basahi pipimu.
Di saat kita 'kan berpisah.
Terucapkan janji, padamu kasihku.
Takkan kulupakan dirimu.

Begitu beratnya.
Kau lepas diriku.
Sebut namaku jika kau rindukan aku.
Aku akan datang.

Mungkinkah...
Kita 'kan s'lalu bersama.
Walau terbentang jarak antara kita.
Biarkan...
Kupeluk erat bayangmu.
'Tuk melepaskan semua kerinduanku.

Lambaian tanganmu, iringi langkahku.
Kebersitannya di hatiku.
Akankah dirimu, 'kan tetap milikku?
Saat kembali di pelukanku.

Begitu beratnya.
Kau lepas diriku.
Sebut namaku jika kau rindukan aku.
Aku akan datang.

Mungkinkah...
Kita 'kan s'lalu bersama.
Walau terbentang jarak antara kita.
Biarkan...
Kupeluk erat bayangmu.
'Tuk melepaskan semua kerinduanku.

Kau kusayang, s'lalu kujaga.
Takkan kulepas s'lamanya.
Hilangkanlah keraguanmu.
Pada diriku, disaat kujauh darimu.

Begitu beratnya.
Kau lepas diriku.
Sebut namaku jika kau rindukan aku.
Aku akan datang.

Mungkinkah...
Kita 'kan s'lalu bersama.
Walau terbentang jarak antara kita.
Biarkan...
Kupeluk erat bayangmu.
'Tuk melepaskan semua kerinduanku.

Kau kusayang, s'lalu kujaga.
Takkan kulepas s'lamanya.
Hilangkanlah keraguanmu.
Pada diriku, disaat kujauh darimu

Your Life: The Movie by mintyduck
Who will play you:Ewan McGregor
Who will play your love interest:Ashton Kutcher
Weeks you will stay in the box office:24
Song that will play during your love scene:Berlin - Sex (I'm a)
Song that will play during your death:Poe - Haunted
Your name:
Created with quill18's MemeGen!

Promos are starting tmr.. GP! and then its malay AO paper.. urghh. gtg mug and then go to sch later. see ya!

imwint3r [wondering wats goin on]
1153h [+0800 GMT]
October 21, 2003
Mungkinkah by Stinky Supply rocking on my Musicmatch Jukebox

SATURDAY [18_10_2003] :: HAVE YOU EVER FELT OUT OF PLACE?


Have you ever felt that you never belonged anywhere? Have you not felt accepted? Have you ever felt useless? Have you ever felt the world hates you? I have, and i'm not afraid to admit it.

Friends - i do have them.. We do joke, tease and giggle at each other but who do i know who will listen to troubled souls? None. Nought. Nothing. Nobody. Now isn't that just sad or pure pathetic?

Promos are coming and my grave is already calling me. Here i am writing my blog while my mind lingers in the bliss of being a J1 again *pun intended* I haven't been as hardworking as i want to be and i don't know why. It seems the "new" me was just a burst of pretence at the beginning of the year. It seems i can't be the person i want to. Do i have to be stuck with who i am. Why can't i give my soul a new lease of life? Urghh.. i really have to hope for the best to get at least a CCC.

The week has been the same as before. Yay~ i dun need to see my ______ (insert a suitable word here) malay teacher anymore! Went on a copying marathon to hand up the tutorials before the marks were submitted.. *hand pain* aiye... shd have done my hw man!

Watched a movie yesterday named "When Trumpets Fade"... abt WWII (again?) somehow this movie gives me a new perspective to it. it could communicate to me and show me how it was like to face your deepest fears and persevere in critical situations.

new layout
urmm... i'm beginning to get sick of this monotonous layout. been working on a new fresher look *hmmm... stones* lalala~ see ya peeps ;-)

Peggie :-: Wah.. phews *sigh* how was exams? I still haven sat for mine *shivers*

imwint3r [lost]
1635h [+0800 GMT]
October 18, 2003
My Sacrifice by Creed Supply rocking on my Musicmatch Jukebox

SATURDAY [11_10_2003] :: APOLOGIES TO ALL


I must say, i do owe a lot of pple numerous apologies.. No human's perfect, and i'm one as well (duh!) Erm... since i have so many pple to apologise to, i might as well list them down.. lolz. In alphabetical order (not in importance order u moron!):

To Farid-ah: Oops. i should be sorry for that :P
To Huiwen: Sorry for not getting ya a bdae present
To Huiying a.k.a. Godsis: Sorry for letting you down as a didi
To Listya: Guess i screwed up.. Real sorry!
To Jabir: Sorry for breaking that bottle of perfume (i still rmb!.. hahaz)
To Jingyu: Sorry for everything
To Pat: Sorry for not being a good friend to you *sob sob* I really wish i would be one
To Peggie: Oink Oink! Sorry for not watching over u
To Peiying: Sorry for not being able to spend time with ya
To my PW mates: Sorry for delaying a lot of work..
To Shafi: Sorry for not being with you when you needed me most
To Sharon: Sorry for causing you so much trouble
To Shernie (in heaven *smiles*): Sorry for not taking real good care of ya.. i hope you're doing well right now. Love ya lots... May god bless you ;-) *muacks*

And i owe a huge one to myself: Sorry for being a failure!

I probably stunned u pple by suddenly apologising. Things happen, i guess... Apologising doesn't mean anything if you aren't prepared to make up for it. Suddenly today, i feel guilty for all the things i've done. Tomorrow when i wake up, i'm going to be the same old brand new me! It's time i wake up from my slumber and be nice to everyone.. hahaz

imwint3r [apologetic]
2128h [+0800 GMT]
October 11, 2003
Lost In Love by Air Supply rocking on my Musicmatch Jukebox


SUNDAY [05_10_2003] :: PAIN IN MY HEAD :-@


Aowww... my head has been aching the whole day and i'm falling pretty sick already. Coughing, headaches are all symptoms of SARS, ain't it? Lolx.. Well, i decided to forgo any homework the past weekend and i spent the whole weekend refining on my song and lyrics. The song is in it's first version... Download it here. The lyrics need further emotions added to it so i gotta work on it further (i wouldn't want u to see the crap that i came up with initially :P)

Hmmm.. the song is called Song For Humanity for 1001 reasons... Mainly it is meant to stop the racial classification that are imposed onto us. Really hope it's inspiring *smiles*

Nothing much happened today - I stayed at home literally the whole day, except for lunch. My eyes glued to the LCD monitor for the past few hours (luckily it's lcd and not crt *phews*)

imwint3r [aching head ;-o]
2127h [+0800 GMT]
October 5, 2003

 

SATURDAY [04_10_2003] :: YOZZ PEEPZ!


If I Could Turn Back The Hands of Time
R. Kelly

How did I ever let you slip away
Never knowing I'd be singing this song someday
And now I'm sinking to rise no more
Ever since you closed the door

If I could Turn, turn back the hands of time
Then my darlin' you would be mine
If I coule Turn, turn back the hands of time
Then my darlin' you would be mine

Funny, funny how time goes by
And blessings are missed in the wink of an eye
Why oh Why oh Why should one have to go on suffering
When everyday I plead please come back to me

If I could Turn, turn back the hands of time
Then my darlin' you would be mine
If I could Turn, turn back the hands of time
Then my darlin' you would be mine

And you had enough love for the both of us
But I, I did you wrong I admit I did
But now I'm facing the rest of my life alone

If I could Turn, turn back the hands of time
Then my darlin' you would be mine
If I could Turn, turn back the hands of time
Then my darlin' you would be mine

I'd never hurt you (If I could turn back)
Never do you wrong (If I could turn back)
And never leave your side (If I could turn back)
If I could turn back the hands
There'll be nothing I wouldn't do for you (If I could turn back)
Forever honest and true to you (If I could turn back)
If you accept me back in your heart, I Love You
If I could turn back the hands
(If I could turn back) That would be my will
(If I could turn back) Darlin' I'm begging you to take me by the hands
If I could turn back the hands
I'm going down yes I am (If I could turn back)
Down on my bended knee yeah (If I could turn back)
And I'm gonna be right there until you return to me
If I could turn back the hands
(If I could turn back) If I could turn back the clock on the wall
(If I could turn back) Then I'd come to realize how much I Love you,
Love You, Love You, Love You, Love You
If I could turn back the hands

Malay Translation :-)

Bagaimanakah aku biarkan kau terlepas
Tak mengetahui ku menyanyi lagu ini suatu hari nanti
Kini aku tenggelam tidak muncul lagi
Sejak kau menutup pintu

Kalaulah aku dapat memusingkan kembali tangan jam
Kau akan menjadi kepunyaan ku
Kalaulah aku dapat memusingkan kembali tangan jam
Kau akan menjadi kepunyaan ku

Aneh, aneh bagaimana masa lalui
Dan rezeki dilepaskan begitu sahaja
Oh mengapa Oh mengapa patutkah seorang itu bersusah
Bila setiap hari aku merayu pulang kepadaku

Kalaulah aku dapat memusingkan kembali tangan jam
Kau akan menjadi kepunyaan ku
Kalaulah aku dapat memusingkan kembali tangan jam
Kau akan menjadi kepunyaan ku

Dan kau merasakan cinta secukupnya untuk kita berdua
Tapi aku, aku mengaku ku bersalah kepada mu
Tapi aku kini bersendirian seumur hidup

Kalaulah aku dapat memusingkan kembali tangan jam
Kau akan menjadi kepunyaan ku
Kalaulah aku dapat memusingkan kembali tangan jam
Kau akan menjadi kepunyaan ku

Aku tidak akan melukakan mu (Kalaulah aku dapat memusingkan)
Tak akan bersalah kepada mu (Kalaulah aku dapat memusingkan)
Tak akan lepas dari sisimu (Kalaulah aku dapat memusingkan)
Kalaulah aku dapat memusingkan
Tak ada yang tidak akan ku ragu buat untuk mu (Kalaulah aku dapat memusingkan)
Selama abadi ku jujur dan ikhlas kepada mu (Kalaulah aku dapat memusingkan)
Kalau kau menerima ku kembali, aku cinta kepadamu
Kalaulah aku dapat memusingkan
(Kalaulah aku dapat memusingkan) Itulah niatku
(Kalaulah aku dapat memusingkan) Sayang aku merayu kamu menggenggam tangan ku
Kalaulah aku dapat memusingkan
Ku kan menurunkan diriku(Kalaulah aku dapat memusingkan)
Atas lutut ku yah (Kalaulah aku dapat memusingkan)
Dan aku akan berada di sana apabila kamu kembali kepadaku
Kalaulah aku dapat memusingkan
(Kalaulah aku dapat memusingkan) Kalau aku dapat memusingkan kembali jam di dinding
(Kalaulah aku dapat memusingkan) Akan ku sedar seberapa mana aku cinta padamu
Cinta padamu, cinta padamu, cinta padamu, cinta padamu
Kalaulah aku dapat meusingkan kembali

*stretches* eh ohz!! Hahaz.. So tired today man! Went out from 8-5.. It's almost as if i was working office hours (i spend more time at sch anyway :P) Was at mac to have bfast wif PW groupmates and den Listya was delayed for soooooo... long (cld have put the 2.5 hours to gd use.. haha).. Then we went to Esplanade to intervew a couple of pple for the upcoming video. Shamala bought us some delicious chocolate-coated strawberries from the Chocolate Shop.. *yum yum* I love the Library@Esplanade. Finally i found a place to get the things i were looking for!!! So many musical scores there! After promos I will be a permanent fixture there.. Hahaz!

Didn't have much money to spend today partly cos i had to top up my EZLink card (darn!) Tupid! I feel drowsy already.. must be the.. erm.. ermm.. KFC! E for idiot! Arghh.. feeling so weird today. I wore new cargoes and new tshirt today.. haha.. bought them b4 the camp but then now den i wear. but then nv mind la.. i realise the yellow shirt goes very well with the khaki cargoes. *inspired* hahaz

Going to continue with my song soon... It still sounds like shit man. Lyrics are quite done so i can let ter n lis have a peep at it but the song needs improvement (and i did a whole lot of changes today. .yipee!) Zoooooom!!! *siam*

Shafi :-: Come on Shafi! Buck up! No 3-yr JC course for u! I will kill u if u fail promos arh!

Limpy :-: hahazz. where is my angpao? :p bleah!!!

Munloon :-: There is no form without substance! hahaz. i got it! lolz

Peggie :-: Where are you??? *sob sob*

imwint3r [zZzzZZZzZ]
2341h [+0800 GMT]
October 4, 2003

 

WEDNESDAY [01_10_2003] :: HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY <|:P)


I feel much better today... First thing in the morning i was already touched by limpy. I ran into her just outside the side gate and we walked in together. She asked if i was okay and i answered "yea"...

<limpy> If u need someone to talk to, erm... call me k?
<me> well.. urmm... alrite
<limpy> no, no... u sms me then i call u k? *smiles*
<me> hmmm.. ok *smiles back*

u cld tell how listless i felt this morning, but limpy perked up my day *smiles* Crappy day man, today... I totally forgot to bring the PW file w/ the lyrics *arghhh!!!* How wonderful my amnesia can be.. Lolz

Went down to CID today to receive my warning.. Haizz... feel so sad. How did i become this way? Regretful as i may be, i still cant bring myself to stop doing theses stuff.. It's just part of me *shrugs* How do i get rid of this side of me? I've stayed away from trouble for quite some time already; Hopefully it lasts :-)

Dunno if u guys will like the new colour scheme. It looks crappy a bit here and there. Sometimes i think the colours i use are all so wronggg!!! *doinkz* Going to change the pic of pat n me to something else. i dun wan anyone to get offended lor...

Listen to the song playing in the background... Wonderful eh? I want to write a song like that one day. R. Kelly is so talented but too bad he's paying for his deeds in prison... Real waste of talent man. "Turn back the hands of time" has always been one of my fav songs, and it'll remain so. It's meaning is so diverse yet so deep.. talk about depth x area *thinks.. :p*

Need to improve on PW's lyrics now... It sounds ok lor but not professional enough so must change words here and there lor.. See ya ard peeps

imwint3r [having adrenaline rush]
2301h [+0800 GMT]
October 1, 2003


 
 
 


SHOW ME THE BABY!


Suntec City - After Watching Animal Farm
Shiva - Listya - Farid - Sangheetha - Paticia

Eh where am i? Ahh.. i'm on the other side of the camera :p *nyahahaha*

Now playing
Good Riddance (Time Of Your Life)
By Green Day

________________________

LINK IT TO ME BABY!

Photo Album (Coming Soon!)
Midi Library (Coming Soon!)
Eensperation Karwner (Coming Soon!)

Huiwen
Huiying
Listya
Peggie
Peiying
Yvone

Get your own TagBoard!
Play Utopia @ SwirveGames
Take the Personality Disorder Test!

________________________

TALK TO ME BABY!

Name

URL/Email

What do you want to say? (smilies)

________________________

IT'S MY PERSONALITY BABY!

Paranoid: Low
Schizoid: Low
Schizotypal: Low
Antisocial: High
Borderline: Low
Histrionic: Very High
Narcissistic: High
Avoidant: Moderate
Dependent: High
Obsessive-Compulsive: High

What do they mean?
Take the test

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BRING 'EM BACK BABY!

September 2003
October 2003

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October Colour Scheme: Mandarin Orange

Next Month's Colour Scheme: Aqua Blue

 
 
 
 
 
 
 
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