Pretending that he cared.
Forgetting all the happy times,
And memories that we shared.
Then came the time he had to leave,
And break apart my mind.
Why does it hurt so much,
To be the one who's left behind?
The days are long and empty now,
Sometimes I sit and wonder how?
He said he'd love me for always,
Now all I have are empty days.
It's very hard to be alone,
To an empty house come home.
When all I feel is hurt and pain,
I wonder if I'll love again?
A part of me got hurt and died,
So many things we'd never tried.
I've grown a lot and things have changed,
My life and dreams are rearranged.
Things I used to want to be,
A baby that will never be.
A grandchild sitting on my knee.
Long winter nights with someone to share,
Now I wonder if I even care.
Friends are great, but they don't know,
I wear a mask so the pain won't show.
They say things to try and help me,
But they all have their families.
Some people choose to be alone,
But I had it chosen for me.
I wonder if someone up there,
Is looking out for me?
I really don't want to die,
But sometimes all I do is cry.
He took a part of me when he went,
I wonder if he knows how much he meant.
I wonder if he's ok on his own,
I wonder if he'll ever see.
He's always in my thoughts,
But all I have are memories...
"I will remember you".