She loved him so much.
No one knew how much.
She trusted him with the world
He loved her and she loved him.
When they talked...
The world was at peace.
Nothing cuold brake their bond.
Ne knew her secrets.
And she liked that.
He treated her with respect
That no one else could give her
She knew her love was the one.
The one she had been searching for...
All this time.
And now he was found.
When I feel lost and gone
When no one else is around
I like to cut, watch the blood
Run down my clothes bloody red
Take a gun to my head
I watch myself suffer bleed and die
You may wonder why...
Because I'm mad because I hate myself
No,No I'm crazy.
Visions hazy from bloody tears
Black eyes and dreeded fears
So...good-bye as I burn in hell
Hope the devil treats me well
"Alex"
She's gone.
I never thought I'd say that.
One bad night.
She'll never fade.
I loved her.
I dream of her.
The tears I cry
Are for her.
Her pains grows in me.
I think of her often.
Wondering when I'll see her again.
I wish we had talkd that day.
But it's too late.
Because she let herself go.
-In Loving Memory of Alex-
All that I feel is lost and gone.
It's been gone for a long time.
I'm lost in this world of nothingness.
I don't understand why you left.
We were so happy together.
But now your gone.
And I let you go.
I let it all go.
I hate myself now.
I hate everything about me.
The way I laughed when I had you.
The way I made you cry.
The way I let the blade slip.
The way I let you...
Slip away from me...
Once you silently cry
Once you try to die
Once you watch a friend die
Once you watch the blood go down your arm
Once you get depressed
You are always in the dark
Once you leave for your darkness
You always stay in the darkness
Once you try to excape,
And never go through with it
You can not excape
You can not leave the darkness