Thank you!  This month in almost finally over!  This has been one of the worst months I have ever had.  I love the friends I do.  But I hate most of them because they all have someone compatable to share there life with and all I meet is jack asses..  I guess thats all I deserve though.  This weekend that past was brutal.  Alot of personal stuff which I dont want to really say on here.  But thats life I guess..  Everytime I think everything in my life is getting better something goes and it falls apart again. 
        The only thing that has happened in the past month is I told my family about alot of shit ive been through in the past little while.. Which was good to get off my chest. 
         Then of course a week and 1/2 ago I got my nipple pierced.  I always wanted to get something pierced..  But always wanted my eyebrow.  So a week ago Saturday I was really bored and in a horrible mood so i called my friend and i told him i wanted to go to get something pierced.  I went down to meet him after work and we went.  I was so nervous that I was sweating and pacing.. :) Then i went in and was really nervous still.  The whole time I couldnt watch because I was sure id pass out..  It did hurt alot.. But only for about 30 seconds.. then just kinda burned after.  But now it doesnt hurt much except for when i clean it, then it kinda burns.. :)  But now my nipple is actually sensitive.. and now I want to get my tongue pierced.. :) 
         Anyways, I dont think I have much else too say so i'll sign off here..


July 25, 2000
I never felt so lonely
I never felt so out of place
I never want something more than this
But on the telephone line I am anyone
I am anything I want to be
- Savage Garden
Love,  Alan
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