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| February 17, 2001 |
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| See my eyes, they carry your reflection Watch my lips and hear the words I'm telling you Give your trust to me and look into my heart and show me, show me what you're doing So sit on top of the world and tell me how you're feeling what you feel now is what I feel for you Take my hand and if I'm lying to you I'll always be alone -Dido |
| Love, Alan |
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| How long will it take to get from point A> to point B>??? |
| Happy Valentine's Day everyone.. So this was my first ever Valentine's Day that I ever had someone special to share it with.. I enjoy and love every minute I spend with Jason and I hate all the time that im apart from him.. So its been a month since I last wrote in here.. Nothing Really exciting has happened over the past month.. Just doing things that ive needed to do or been procrastinating about over the past year.. Havent really seen any of my friends much but most of them have been busy when im free and vice versa.. I get to meet Jason's Brother and Dad tonight and then he is going back to Detroit for a week with them tommorow so Alan will be really lonely for a week.. :( but could be worse I suppose.. But I'm working alot over the next week and have got alot to do so this week is as good as any for him to go.. Live can be so frustrating at times where you want to get to a curtain point but it just seems unreachable.. But Jason been really good for me and good to me.. It was his 21st b-day couple weekends ago and we spent most the weekend alone and he helped me clean my mom's appartment with me.. Which for some strange reason one of the most fun weekends ive had in sometime.. Guess cuz there wasnt no going clubbing and being around superfacial faggots.. But such as live.. Next week it will be 3 months that we've been together which is now my offical longest realationship with anyone.. Which I never saw myself ever doing.. Not that 3 months is a long time but I know we will be together for a really long time.. I just love the fact that some idiots I know just hate the fact that Im happy in a realationship and to you if your reading this.. FUCK YOU! :) But its awesome because he has met most of my closest friends and he gets along with everyone I have introduced him too.. Wish it was the same for people he knew but Im a pretty difficult person and know too many people and alot of people dont like me very much.. but i think 95% of them dont truely know who I am nor would they ever give me a chance to get to know them.. But on that note I'll end this here but if I forgot anything i'll write in my next diary! :) |
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