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| January 16, 2001 |
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| Heaven holds a sense of wonder And I wanted to believe that I'd get caught up When the rage in me subsides In this white wave I and sinking In this silence In this white wave.. in this silence I believe I can't help this longing comfort me I can't hold it all in... if you won't let me... Heaven holds a sense of wonder And I wanted to believe that I'd get caught up - Delerium (featuring Sarah McLachlan |
| Love, Alan |
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| How long will it take to get from point A> to point B>??? |
| First off.. Happy New Years to everyone.. Hope everyone has an amazing 2001.. So far mine has been pretty good.. Sure my life isnt near where I would like it too be but I have alot more going for me then I did a year ago at this time.. This coming Sunday will mark 2 months that me and Jason have been together which is a really small feat for me seeing I havent had a b/f who lasted more then 2 months.. Sure there are a few days left but im pretty sure everything will be ok.. :) Considering I hate all the time I spend away from him.. and im pretty sure he feels the same way.. So this year.. Hmmmm New Years eve me and Jason went to Playdium.. Which I didnt really want to do because I didnt like whole idea of bringing in new years with a bunch of superficial faggots like I have done in most years.. But we didnt Stay all that long and then went back to my friend Heaths and I sat there talking and drinking with Heath until noon the next day... Since then I have had couple of small disagreements with Jason but one of the highlights was last Wednesday night I took Jason to a Toronto Mapleleafs game against Tampa Bay. It wasnt the first time I went to hockey game with my boyfriend but this was first time I went with a b/f who actually liked hockey.. The Leafs lost 3-1 but it was fun anyways.. :) Well ive been getting done most things thats ive needed to get done so far in the New Year but dont know where to go from here.. Its like I was talking to my friend Chris.. Its like life is a choose your own adventure book but I dunno.. Im sick of the fact that there is so many people I cant stand and that i have so many people who dont like me.. I wish I could do something to change that but well fuck em.. I dont need them in my life anyways because I have the most amazing friends and b/f that anyone could have.. So I guess my life is closer to what I would consider perfect then its been for a very long time.. Anyways we'll end this on that note.. |