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My Life

What can I say? My life has seriously been like crap. My biological father drinks and is an alcoholic. When I was young, my mom had had enough and we moved to Alamogordo when I was only five years old. Five years later, we moved back to Albuquerque due to my moms boyfriend promising to marry her. Now, I'm thirteen. My moms boyfriend never married her, yet we're still here. Yeah, my life is pretty crazy. My dad never trys to contact me and he doesnt even care about me. I dont mind that though. I was never really all that close to my father. I remember when I was five, how I would ask him to play boardgames with me. He would but then pass out because he was too drunk. When we moved, I hated him. I could honestly say that by the time I was six. I vowed to never get close to him since he didnt care and never tryed to develop a relationship with me once we moved. He never kept contact, and the most he would do is just send his share of Child Support. Today, I still don't talk to my dad. I dont ever see hope in the future that I will. If I were to talk to him now, I would tell him how disappointed I was in him and I how I cant believe he is my father. He's not a father figure. Although my moms boyfriend never married her, to me, he's my father. He supports me moneywise, emotion wise, and has developed his very own father relationship with me. He's more of a father than I ever had. That is something I deeply respect him for. Not only does he support me, but he treats me like his own daughter.

Other than all the bad stuff that has seriously happend to me, I found out that when I was around one, I would see a grocery store and sing the song they did when a commercial was on. Like 'Furrs'. Everytime I saw a Furrs grocery store, I would sing "Furrrs". LOL. To me, thats so cute! I also used to sing a soap opera theme song at 2! Now thats cute. ^^

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