It's funny when you finally find out that you're a fool ain't it? Especially in love. But everybody plays the fool sometime--at least according to the song. And when you wake up and smell the funk--man what a funk! So for some strange reason, I thought that the guy I liked actually liked me! And he don't. In fact, he's been playing me--me!!! Of all people to be played! Me? I mean, I'm intelligent, I'm pretty, I've got a good head on my shoulders and I'm all set to live my life! But that's not enough for some guys--what is, I don't know. But making me into a fool surely isn't! And it hurts cause you realize how stupid you were. So you wanna blame them for your ignorance--what fools we mortals be! But if I had just listened to my gut--just like my friend always tells me--then I would never have been here.

Betrayal is what I'm feeling now. A bit of anger, and some resignation. Resigned to the fact that what happened happened, and I can grieve for a little bit but like that ever hopeful "sex goddess" Bridget Jones, I will just keep on rocking. In the vast expanse of things, this little bump won't be nothing but...and a learning experience to boot! Anger cause I let myself go on about someone who isn't worth my time--and that I thought something could happen. Betrayal cause I made myself vulnerable to someone who didn't understand it at all. What an ass!