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| My Life of Love (Part IV) 18 September 2004, my love life came crashing down once again...This time it was me who initiate for breakup...I do not know what I was doing was right or wrong to a ger that likes me alot. . . When I 1st saw her, I was attracted by her cuteness & jovial character...Well, I could say she was a ger that most boy want in their life...But for me...I believe I am not the boy she was seeking in her love life... Remembering, we first catch a movie at LOT 1 shopping mall ... "SISTERS" ...Watching horror movie with her was kind-of a joke for me...Looking at her always hiding her face behind her jacket was tremendously cute !!! I kept scaring her and pulling her jacket away from her face....Heez...Overall anyway that show was a LAME one...kept seeing the ghost coming out of the air-con ventilation hole...Hahaha...but now it is over between her and me... it came shortly after we catch a movie the 2nd time....This time was "CINDERELLA" ....it was a romantic but kind of cute story...I could see from her eyes that moment of time....she hope she was cinderella too...in this world of fairy tale...where her Prince would come and meet her in a very special place... Unfortunately, her Prince was a letdown...I broke the trust she had on me...the feelings she gave to me...I am SORRY ...Although SORRY might be the only things boy would always say and it means nothing in anyway ...All I could say is still SORRY .... 2days have passed.....we are separated 2days and when I visited her blog, she did not mention about anything but I know, I have hurt her deeply ... The poem she wrote on her blog page was meant to indicate something to me ... I know what u are refering Karin...but still I am SORRY... I do not know the reason why I put u into this heart tearing situation but I know I shouldnt cheat you further on my feelings....I started to feel that you and I were 2 different people in different world....I felt i couldnt find the warmth like I used to have with my stead ...the chemistry wasnt there at all... When I 1st met u,I seriously crazy about you and believe that I could share every little things with u...the world I would just create for you and me but sad to say I broke this heavenly world I hope to bring it for u...I believe there are better guys out there waiting for u....bring their world to you also .... Ger I really hope I could maintain this relatioship but I was wrong about myself....I couldnt bring it to myself.... I HATE myself for HURTING you...for the ger who put in her true feelings for me..... I really enjoy the time we spend when we are together...I would always remember the beach, the words I wrote on the sand for you...U are a great girl but I fail to pull this fate with you tightly...I like to say SORRY once a again .... All the best to ya ! Take Care ! Always Remembering You & Memories You Gave Me ...The bleahz face you like to do me ... |
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