Even with these gifts I can say "My friend Charles, is handsome, intelligent, friendly, and has a great personality, but is still a genuinely nice person whom anyone would be lucky to call friend. I can proudly say that with his gifts have come many trial and tribulations through which he as grown into a person that I and everyone who knows him are proud to call friend.
I can say my friend Charles is neither a snob nor judgmental but a true friend and confidant.
I have thought these things oftten but never articulated how I feel. I often see your looks and intelligence as such great and obvious blessings that they often leave me feeling that if I were to tell you how blessed I find you, in countenance and intellect, I would lose my level headed friend to the ranks of the good-looking stuck up snobs that I so despise.
So I am sorry that I all too often let you down in not telling you how much I value your love and friendship or your many other attributes; That I don't remind you of your strength of character or of your open mind and heart. For these I ask you to forgive me and allow me to work harder to be worthy of that love.
I also want to touch on the subject of that greatest of all searches. I want to make sure you understand how lucky the man will be whom you finally choose to be your life-mate. That man will be lucky to have gained your trust & affections. You also need to realize that it is up to you to choose whom you will spend your time and life with and that you should neither rush nor settle. I know how hard you find not having someone in your life but if you allow yourself to be rushed or let the other man do the choosing you will have settled and in the end be no happier than you would be aloe. Please know that in the end you can be happy alone if the right guy doesn't come along.
But know also that I am here and will continue to be here to fill what ever space in your life you will let me, because you will always have my love, admiration and friendship. It is unconditional.
I will love you always.
