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30TH JUNE 2003: LONG DREAMS

I cannot get my emails here because each time that I attempt to switch identities it freezes (windows 98) and I have to turn the computer off. It is bugging me despite the fact that I never get any emails anyway!
I had the longest dream in history last night and now I am extremely tired and in a grumpy mood. Not because I am tired, more because the dream seemed to have an ominous edge to it that I did not like. Despite the simple fact that it was a dream concerned with reality. That is I dreamt that I arrived in Centertown and had to immediately take Missy directly to the creche (as has to happen on Wednesday). However when I returned to the train station I had so much luggage that had been strewn all over the station to pack that I did not think that I would be able to make it to the dentists on time. There was three Japanese women with some interesting technology that I could choose something from. I couldn’t decide and it wasted more time. I don’t think that I ever got it packed.
This part however, is that last part of the dream. The first part was disturbing as well because I dreamt of Annabelle and she behaved towards me as she normally would, but I knew that it was all a lie. What happened was that I was strolling along a pier ready for a night out on the town. I was dressed up rather nicely in a pink turtleneck woolen jumper, which is something that you would never catch me wearing because I AM FAT! And I was a little worried about what Annabelle would think, or rather how mean she would be, because she really is.
The pier scene was dark, with a cloudy, ominous sky and chill in the wind, like a creepy scene in a horror movie. In fact the whole dream had that feel. It may not have seemed like a long dream, yet it played out in real time, I am sure. None of this five-minute-per-dream crap, but a real time dream that just took time out of my sleep.
I have a headache and I want to exercise to the enth degree. Cheers.

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