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We can't help ourselves. We want everything to be just great. The problem is, while our planet is full of fantastic things- glorious trees, stunning skies, awesome oceans and majestic mountains- in the face of natures abundance we think we must also possess that same capacity to shine, but know in reality it's not that simple. When faced with a bill that needs paying, the job that needs doing or the problem that needs solving, our belief in magic slips away. Yet deep within you, a divine spark remains and this week it is due to ignite a flame of immense fulfillment. (Jonathan Cainer)

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1ST JULY 2003: RECURRENT DREAM SYMBOLS

I had an interesting dream last night that has me a little perplexed. Though I now have full faith in the fact that dreams containing floods mean the demise of a friendship, I have not proceeded to study any other relative dream symbols, or repeated ones. I guess that is perhaps because I have not looked for any other recurrent symbols. Floods were always predominant and often, hence the reason that I have no friends. I guess because I dreamt of a flood within a week of this last dispute with Annabelle I was prepared for it.
Now you may think that because I was thinking along those lines that I was the one that instigated the fight, however that is definitely not that the case. It was her vindictive, down right mean, entry about me. Which still fascinates me because I have never really said anything mean about her apart from the whole "everyone’s worst critic” observation. But that is just that. She IS everyone’s worst critic. No one is ever good enough for her and though she doesn’t realize it, or maybe she does, she can make people feel bad or insecure at times about themselves because of her constant "its not how I would live but you’re fine to do it..." repeated ten times in a conversation you have already tried to stop!
The point is that I have not looked for other relative symbols and because I have not more friends to fight with than this had ought to be a thing to do later. I am also going to have a real go at this whole diet thing starting today. I will keep a separate food journal.
If I were at home right now I would be down at the creche, around 20th in line, for a term booking. But because I am here I am going to begin calling around 5 to the hour and try and get it. But what times? I had a look at my class timetable yesterday to figure that out and I hope that this draft is completely wrong. I really do.
Apparently all my classes seem to run from 1600hr to 2100hr. Yes. The creche closes at 1700hr. So that would be not only a little difficult, but DOWN RIGHT IMPOSSIBLE! It has to be a mistake because not only are there students with children, like myself and Eek, but students from out of town. It is ridiculous and ought to be completely wrong or I am in trouble. Oh well. Be sure to read my dream journal! Please?

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