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24TH JUNE 2003: SHOULD I REALLY GO TO THE DENTIST?

I have a dental appointment today and I know that they are going to remove one of my teeth. I guess in a way that is not so much a problem as I think it is going to be because I have gone through it twice already. That is not to say that I am looking forward to it- quite the opposite infact. I am truley paranoid. The worst part is that I really don't have the money. It is my short week and I have to pay my phone bill.
I am also feeling pretty bad about my 3kg weight gain. I feel like starving myself. I really should. It isn't like I am going to be able to eat much over the next few days anyway. But it puts a damper on the fact that I am going to visit my parents because now that I am finally in the mood to get right back into exercise mode I cannot. I am feeling bad about things in general. I feel like not going to the dentist, but then my tooth would just get worse. I can't handle the pain. And then one of the best ways to stop the pain is to chow on some bread and that definitly is what is adding the kilos. Dammit. I feel like getting back into the swing of things and I do not feel like getting a tooth pulled.
I will be 10 times more paranoid as it nears the time. I really do not want a tooth pulled. I do not want them sticking numerous needles in my gum that hurts like hell then yanking at my tooth, well what is left of it, until it comes out of my mouth. Argh, if only I could find another excuse other than my money. Which is really what is bothering me. I hate having no money.Cheers.

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