| Ah Heng's Diary |
| Page 4 of 12 |
| Date: 28 August This month really is heart breaking... I'm now at the lowest point of my life. Xf break and drag everything down the drain. My most confident 6% also reach a breaking point of 18, and the 'eating plan' hits a low of negative 400... now my condition is not 0... but NEG 1K. TKS is breathing down my neck, phone bills are pressurizing me, TV breaks down, contact lens ending and still I have many things that I need to buy... Also back-up plan did not work as expected. Lucky Joe intro a job. From inital projection, I will be able to clear current situation if complete the one month... but still things will still be tight. Also, glad that Adrian provided a warm $50 help in my dire days. I will not forget. Anyway learnt quite a few lessons this month. Firstly, my greatest mistake is not to separate the fund into 3 sections so as to cope with each of my plans. Treating it as a pool and using it as main resource to fuel all plans is a formula for imminent destruction. Secondly, Xf is gone from my plans. It is really a form of entertainment that does not work as a form of investment. System, trend rolling, side prediction and 7+ break all do not work. There is NO way so far. Hence no choice but have to remove it from my plan. Thirdly, I have underestimated the the breaking point for 6%. The season this time is focused on relatively high number and the grand average start is not an accurate guide. Hence the better method is to aim for 2 per column, which so far has been most productive. Lastly, the 'eating plan' has reached the point of neg 400 (8 nett). I have no doubt that this plan would work but the problem is that I do not have the essential fund to make all possible investments. Hence the initial allocation of funds into clear proportion each is critical. Also, always remember to give space for every temporary plan crash. All is not lost though. Every down is a lesson learnt and each down opens up brand new opportunities. The current plan is that I will now mainly focus on the'eating plan'. After having enough, I will start the 6% leverage again. A great breakthrough is that I now have LT investors to revitalize the 6% leverge plan. Sooner or later it will become one of the more important tools in my life. Getting work and obtaining salary can at least clear contact and phone bills, plus maintenance. But TKS or TV I have to choose one so the ultimate problem is still not solved. Two more days and I have to start work. Although I hate it but it seems I have no choice. Don't think about the past, look forward and plan for the future. I can see that no matter how bad, I still can survive. |
| Date: 3 September A talk with Hongfa has made me realize that KTV is not as simple as I first thought. The ppl there, the environment, the type of dynamics... not only for fun and expression of desires, but to see the type of gals there... to know their sadness and to know the working of things. Perhaps I would go too... to experience the environment there. I am the one who is ignorant and trapped in my own world. |
| Date: 27 September Things seem to turn out for the better. Completed both assignments and I have done them well. Most of the things have been cleared and the situation is improving. The Dao seems to work in mysterious ways... and I'm making new discoveries eveyday that enhance my life. A probable good start after the rain. |
| Date: 28 September Evaluation of the plans. 6% leverage needs more data to be collected as things turn out not to be expected this year. New data on new games?? 'Eating' has also come to the low of last month again... This leaves me with no more plans. Completing both assignments yield new gains.. though small. Firstly, good to see Pauline once again. At least can still keep in contact through email. Secondly, know Josephine, a lian who seems to cheong as well. Next time can call her. Thirdly, know Mobil aunties, the food down there and meet Jason, an army friend. Can go visit the place again when got free. Now still waiting for future temp jobs to come. Now realize that time, youth and money are the three things most important in life. Money and time are inversely proportional to each other and youth is a slow diminishing line. Sigh. Nobody can have the best of both worlds. Guess only Rich Dad is the few ppl in this world that has managed to do it. But me? Have to see divine arrangement already. |
| Date: 26 October Really dead as everything breaks into oblivion. Nothing works. All things lost for good. Start to rear fish once again. Will take good care of them and would not repeat past mistakes. Has new inspirations about finding jobs so hope it will get me employed ASAP. Luckily the New Sing Shares came to ease me from financial troubles. Oh no think I have gained nothing for the past year. All resolutions gone in a matter of seconds. |
| Date: 30 November A new year is coming and seems that a new beginning is eminent. I have decided to apply for the Masters course which will be starting next July. I eagerly await the return to school once again and can have a nice time there. So far, everything looks fine as Christmas and a new year approach. The bad things of the past seem to wash off cleanly after the rain. Oh, this is the feeling I have been waiting for in so many months liao. Finally I get to experience something positive after many recent setbacks. It's time to smile again! :-) |
 |
 |
 |
 |
 |
 |
|
 |
 |
|
|
 |