Mydiary3

Ah Heng's Diary

Page 3 of 12

Date: 25th April
After looking at Rich Dad's latest 'Retirement' book, I thought might as well has a reflection of the things that I have experienced in the last 25 years... just like the author did.
Firstly, I have always thought that it is relatively easy to earn trust and respect from people around me, considering the achievements that I had gained since Pri.school. After this period, I thought that maybe if I tried to do it without these achievements - with genuine friendships, feelings and relationships - everything I had before can be earned too.
But then these are simply never true at all. Since my later university days, I have learnt that I have to go back to square one once again. Things could not be earned without social recognition... and of course not without MONEY. Only then there can friendships, relationships, and respect from others to be earned. There can be no other way... I have tried and failed (horribly) using other means to gain the above things. And over the long 20 years, this is one of the only Truths that I have learnt. NO MORE MISTAKES ARE GOING TO BE MADE IN THIS WAY IN THE FUTURE. Once eaten is enough... and twice eaten are fools.
Social recognition is the reflection of the amount of money one can obtain. If there is no social and monetary advantages to friends such as those that money can buy, why would anyone want to be close to you? Hm... although I have known this fact since very young, it is my stubornness to believe in the fact and the willingness to try alternative means that has finally exposed this Truth that can no longer be pushed away from acceptance. It is a painful fact that I have to accept after so long of experimentation with life. And now I have come back a full round circle to what I am now. It is an irony that my Pri school lessons are the truest to me. And I have ended up in the place where I started almost twenty years ago.
Hence this is where I will start again after 20 years of experimenting with life. My determination is written all over this page as evidence here. Well, perhaps ten years down the road, I would have thought otherwise? Nobody knows. But the current situation does not allow me to think further than this.

Date: 21st April
I can't believe that I am singing to a cow after supper today. The cow doesn't understand a single bit and yet I'm wasting precious time coaxing it to appreciate my music all morning. As I say, dragons are dragons, cows are cows. Now I lament on what stupidity that I have committed by not knowing a cow when I see one. There won't be a next time.
Begin progress on my first project. Waiting for the crucial response from the interested sponsors. When it arrives, it must be quickly acted upon. Now then I realize the immense importance of creating frames and the oiqwe it derives. Isn't it the all-important way from which all things are derived? ALL THINGS. There is much to be understood and explored further. Define and then allow them to come in... the oiqwe will manifest itself accordingly to the purpose and with your own eykwa. And the limited oiqwe they believe they wield will be in accordance to the framework that has been set. What more can there be?... heh.
(Duh?)

Date: 1st May
With inspirations from the leverage concept of Rich Dad's, finally I have come out with a 6%-8% monthly leverage plan that seems incredible to say the least. Not only is it really workable, it offers 50-100% annual increment that beats all available investments hands down. And this will be my leverage plan from now on... I will use it as the beginning to further my future plans and ambitions.

Date: 1st July
For two whole months I've been neglecting my webpage and fail to update it. Two months seems like a long time and yet it is so short.
I've been to Fwbrubf and back. I've been through the experience of sending hundreds of resumes and recieving limited response. I've been through trying out the 6% leverage plan. Now I can say that I have gained alot in this last two months.
Firstly, I have a strong recognition that getting a job is not really for me. From so many ppl that I've talked to, anyone who gets a job so far dun really like what they have been doing. Is that life is all abut? Of course not. Life is all about MONEY... And that's ALL, like it or not. If I can find a way to invest and generate money, all my problems would be solved... including the need to work... MONEY - it makes my life goes round. How I have been its slave for years. Now not anymore... for I am its master this time round.
Firstly, I'll say that the 6% leverage plan has proved to be a success due to the certainty of earning a return. One problem is that it requires huge amount of capital to carry it through, although the % leverage acts as an effective buffer in the actual amount of money put in. The difficult part is to get it within a predicted number of rounds and put it within grasp, but so far so good. Even though the required amount jumps dangerously high at times, the leverage plan is working well to earn me extra cash substantial for survival.
Secondly, I have opened my eyes to the world of xaubi flnvkubf. I have devised numerous methods to work for my advantage. The first edition based on the Martingale system failed, due to the fact that 8 sequences would wipe out everything in no time at all. The limit also acts as a stop to doubling. The cash involved is also astronomical. The second edition involves floatation in three levels. At first it worked but later it failed not once but three times, due to the encountering of a long stretch of negative trends needing us to unwillingly jump to third level. We can't sustain a series of third level losses. It is a deep blow to morale and cash. Finally we devised the much better third edition, which is mainly based on the system of the second edition, but eliminates the third level by replacing it with a safer but slower double-up plan. Will test out the third edition hopefully by next week.
If the third edition works, my ambition would be almost half complete. Finally I won't need a job but can rely on a proven method to invest and make money. In fact, I can earn even more money than most Singaporeans earn in a month by not working at all. I will not give up such as chance no matter what.
I have decided to terminate my insurance. Sorry mum, I owe you first. I promise will get it back double the 20k it's suppose to protect... ASAP. I will build my assets first and transfer them all in my will to protect all of you. Love you mum, love you sis and love you dad.

Date: 6th July
Taking the road less travelled will be a painful journey full of setbacks and social scrutiny. Am I ready for such a road? I think I am. A person who can endure such a journey would not be ordinary. There is a pot of gold beyond the rainbow... I have to travel through to reach it. Now since the fourth edition is out, it requires intensive testing and scrutiny to refine it more. My tools are ready... and so am I.