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So its been the longest time since I've done anything with this site... I'm not sure why I'm reviving it, but I am.

Maybe it's because I dont have anything to do with my time.  It's sunday afternoon and I don't feel like trecking across campus to the practice rooms just so that I can practice my music.

It's actually been so long since I've used this site that if this were the only site someone used to read about me, that person wouldn't know that I am in college right now- Mason Gross School of the Arts at Rutgers... but since I hope that this isn't the only site that people read, they would already know that. 

Yeah, there really isn't much to say, but I like to type, so it seemed like a really good idea when it started. 

so let me tell you about this dream I had last night
I returned home from school for a weekend after what must have been a really long time because I was greeted with the news that my younger sister was to give birth the following day and that my older sister was also pregnant.  My mother seemed to be very happy, which confused the hell out of me.  I thought she would be furious, but instead, i was the one who was angry.  Angry with my little sister for not telling me that she ever even lost her virginity in the first place.  I demanded who the father was and she seemed surprised that I didn't know.  She said it was the only person whom she ever slept with and his name- I think- was allen.  Then I see my friend from school in my living room holding a baby- hers!  And she tells me that she has two more at home.  I felt like I was in a time warp or something because I know that she had never been pregnant as long as i knew her and I saw her practically everyday and here she was with a little baby in her arms... it seemed like I was the only in the dream disturbed by all this.  And I was the only one in the dream who did not have a child.  
how odd?!!  and of course there's nothing in the dream dictionaries that tell me what this means because they all assume that I'm the one having the baby in these dreams, not my sisters or my friends.
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