yeah, since the last entry, a lot has happened, not so much that needs to be written down, though, cause its not reallly about me. Well, yeah, that made sense. The All state concert was awesome and I got a CD of it. It's great, unfortunately you can't hear the Soprano II's very well. This next time though, I'll be auditioning as an Alto I. I'm kinda nervous about that cause I'm not very developed in my lower register. Oh well, whatever happens happens.
The terms papers that i was complaining about are ok, well the english one. I already have 4 pages written and I only need 1 so far. As for chem, well, all I have to say is *dreads the presentation part because her arguement sucks* whatever. I'll be ok, and if not, it's only a portion of my final grade in the class. That reminds me, I have a test on wednesday in chem and I'm not sure I'm ready for it- the concept of molality and molarity and all that are comfusing, I'll get over it though... if not.... let's not think about that.
You know what's great? I help my older sister, Lauren, write her college papers. Not that she can't do it by herself, but she likes me to talk to her about whatever it is so that she can get a good idea what to write.... I feel like a muse- or something?
I am tired as hell. I don't sleep at night.... or during the day for that matter.... well I do, but not very well and I'm constantly waking up 10- 12 times during the night and then not being able to go back to sleep around 6 am - even if I can sleep for hours after that. Kinda makes for a pissy personality. Hope it hasn't bothered anyone lately, if it has, I'm sorry.
wrote a new poem yesterday, don't know if I like it.... well here it is
�Picture of a charm�
I put a picture of him in my wallet
in a plastic little sleeve
to preserve his appeal
knowing, though, it wouldn�t leave.
Even after the surge had ebbed
there was a lingering remain
I knew it could never be dead,
just in case situations changed.
I put a picture of you
in my wallet
I guess you never knew,
but if you did, you chose to ignore it
that the one that I wanted was you
I would really like to
be able to apologize
because so many pine after you
and you can only belong to one
I never meant to add to
your troubles
knowing that one girl
is not me
but suppressing these feelings
has not helped me any.
And I know you know
who I am,
Maybe you know
who you are
but even though I write this
I still kinda hope
that you don�t
