tracks:

Flowers in the rain

Waterbride

Fallen Leaves

Arion

Crystal Dance

Flowing tears & Withered flowers

...along a Dreamin Ocean...

...and I Drown...

Purple Red Soil

a fading plastic sun I cry
to breathe your odour by my side
afraid a tear could fall and dry... a summer

a drying fish an aimless frown
indifferent words in velvet sound
a stranded love too weak to drown... a sailor

a dreaming plastic moon has died
no more to colour any night
hold back the solemn in your eyes... a moment

a sailing child on waters blind
elate the sundown you will find
and deep inside no sun will shine... forever

prevail my part come drown me in your sight



Joy Parade

drapeline, drapeline... you're the sea within I flow
hatesmile, hatesmile... distant waters filter through
frontlines, frontlines... frowning joy parade to you
redsky, deadsky... you're a shelter I refuse, I hide...

... a joyful surface dance.... so unconditional

we walked the streets at night
fireworks in summerrain
and how I wish the rain to fall again

a wave to flood my life
distant seats on concrete fields
and how I wish I could not care at all

elate the open mind
trustful wounds revealed to bleed
and how I wish my blood to flow away

I walk the streets at night
leaving miles forever gone
afraid I'll never be a child again

Bluefield

bluefield
rainshield
thoughts carved in stone
nice to meet you again and again
forget, just forget all the names
senseless
a last caress
rain
cold
sold out
every lie makes the snake getting longer
every rape makes him stronger and stronger


Odium

a summerdawn, this red familiar strain
a rusty nail cracked in a wall
unreal the scene ti leave with the morning train
while in crowds of grey you walk

{on and on the line}

so close your eyes
in deepsea skies
meshworks crawl
a screw inside...
and touch the odium
the searing odium
to feed the odium


indifferent eyes, a milky window pane
a distant movie worn and strung
sonambulistic tool, take a walk in the summerrain
besides illuminating songs

{of iconoclast kind}

So close your eyes....


Trust

he goes away
in search of a rose
in a drowning empty dawn
a paranoid dreamscape

he goes away
along all their empty faces
and all the blinded ears
no one helps him and no one carries him
running away....

and he carries a heart in his hand
a southfruit germ in the northern lands
drifting and drifting forever to dwell

he goes away
a tousand people but alone
in a touch of misanthrophy
and a wish to escape
from this reality


Spirals meet the Sea

spiral chains in neon light
crawling trains of fragile tribe
cry in me ironic fool
die in me for all the suns you have inside

tidal hate to childish love
swallow the serpent on your tongue
spit me out, a fish, a rape
and love to drown in fading oils of drying lakes

Spit me out my name, drown it all in tidal rage
paint it all the same, colours meld to indifferent grey
wash my tears away, the serpent's abyss longs for me
drown my words in yours and wish I'd never been


Rainswept

Behind my doorsteps a lie
behind a window a sightless mind
behind a dreamscape a lie
behind a factory's wall a worn out child

so dream on
scream on
breathe on
bleed on
drown the grasp
we know your part
drown the past
consume your own selfpity plastic world



The Day you took my Breath

the day you took my breath
when all we built broke inside

the day you took my breath
when all the earth fell down for me

the day you took my breath
the fading breath of a candle blown

the day you took my breath
when all my fragile dreams were dreamt

I cry me a river
I cry me a lake
I cry me an ocean
and the salt in its water are the words you said

a new street
a longing search
the breath of time
back to a crossroad

I've gone to blackest waters
please don't kill me again

Swallow

for this bleeding sunwalk
we laid down besides
and a screaming sky walks
and a trigger by my side...

drowing karmic networks
sad machines inside
see the radio sky talks
under a searing heaven...

swallow
swallow
swallow
swallow
the bitter taste you once craved deep
your christ, your veil, your sun
in bitter blood you lay your sleep
and keep the sun in turn


for my god, my cancer
my painful god alone
dream of plastic serpents
swallowed father take me home

close my stranded eyes now
kiss my sun goodbye
light this jesus lantern
crack my searing heaven...

swallow....

so leave in morpheous dreams
lay down crestfallen eyes
no sad farewell in plastic flowers
take this breath away from harm
as once a child in kaleidoscope mind

swallow...

Godless

Walk on my rainchild
so pure and waiting for the dawn
walk on my rainchild, to god

Go on my redsky
so sure and longing for your spawn
go on my deadsky, my god

Rape me
Blame me
Hate me
Feed me
but it's not worth dying for
on your walk outside my door
see it's all you love me for
I'm the god you were before


So cry a sad smile
as frail as morpheous and sweet
so cry a dead smile to god

Rape me
Blame me
Hate me
Feed me
but it's not worth dying for
on your walk outside my door
see it's all you love me for
I'm the god you were before




Sistersun

Sore am I, calling the pyre
pure and light, deep down the mire

So goodnight, my firefly dancer
wear the light, the fire will take your

Heart and love you
heart and drown you
heart and leave you
a sun to carry me home

frail am I, free from desire
old and wise, my god, and so tired

So goodbye, my surface dancer
in your light, the fire did take my

Heart and loved you
heart and drowned you
heart and burned you
my sun, come carry me home


Swallow

see lyrics of "Swallow"


Lovesong for a dead child

Deep down the line
sleep save my child
trains leave and come
sad dreams ain´t long {they said}

And they dream tonight
I always wanted the war
and they sleep tonight
dying in yearning for more

Deep down the spine
sleep save my child
loves leave and come
all is said and done

And they dream tonight
I always wanted the war
and they sleep tonight
dying in yearning for more

And they dream tonight
once they all wanted the war
now we sleep tonight
worn out and dreaming no more


Under the red

You carried roses, and a nail under the red
you carried roses as the odium in hands
and when the fallout drags away the words you said
will you remember a sundown in the sand ?

Far beyond the waves you carried
far beyond your sunblind eyes
far beyond the war you buried
before the sun died

we carried roses and a nail under the red
we carried roses as the odium in hands
as we corrode on wipe the rust into your hair
and when the war comes, say will you still be there ?

Far beyond the waves you carried
far beyond your sunblind eyes
far beyond the war you buried
before the sun died

and after the war is over, your smile will never be the same
and then when the rain is falling, you run, and run, and run...

Far beyond the waves you carried
far beyond your sumblind eyes
far beyond the love you carried
you long for sunlight...



The one I drowned

Water, water, prevail my searing landscape
water, water, relieve my pain and let me in
fire, fire, paint all your flames on my skin
fire, fire, burn deep and purify my sin

water, water, take on your child for dying
father, father, I know I promised you to swim

I am the plastic you adore
I am the nail to hold your door
I am the light you´ll never find
I am the sun of far gone times
I am the sun of far gone life

you drown in a lake of fire, my blame divine are you
how deep are the scars in your head? As deep as once your screw?
and now that you burned your wings, say how it feels to be denied?
how sweet is the darkest fire, when the water by your side?

I am the plastic you adore
I am the nail to hold your door
I am the light you´ll never find
I am the sun of far gone times
I am the sun of far gone life

I am the plastic you adore
I am the nail to hold your door
I am the light you´ll never find
still I'm the sun of far gone times
still I'm the sun of far gone life

hold on, through the flames you walk as I leave your horizon
bleed on, to the waves you talk in your fevered delight now
dreep on, under burning rooms and falling mindstars
so long, keep the sun and the moon... and tell'em of your scars

...maybe they will care


Vanity

sometimes I wish it would never end
sometimes I wish I couldn't care
sometimes I feel like I'd never see you again

take a walk on an autumn night
inhale the stars and drown in their gleam
does it really take dying children
to see what makes the world go round?

sometimes I wish I could drown all them smiles and fears

...but as long as I can drown in my own
I guess I won´t give a fuck anyway...


Radio heroine

I'm drowning, I'm drowning for you
leaving the waves I unscrew
a long night, and again I adore you
a long night and the radio plays

songs of little heroes for broken weary eyes... a dream each one
I sat on the roof and if each other in this night dreams... I don't

I'm bleeding, I'm bleeding for you
breathing the rape I once knew
someone but somehow it hurts you
someone in my radio plays

song of little heroes for broken weary minds... a rape each one
I sat on the roof and if each other in this night dreams... I don´t

and so we run hurry to drown again
and so we run to dream of the same
and so we're gone, turned out and down again
and so we run to go down in flames


Coma garden

So close... the water
so cold... the fire
so sleep away, the coma be your home
corrode and smile you're not alone

So deep... the water
so free... the fire
so go away, the radio calls your name
{I think} you know, their names were all the same



Jade

jade in milky green parade
a teardrop carved in smile

jade behold the sun I made
a deep embracing pride

help me carry the raindrops
break me, hurry to rape on
hold on drag me away god
drown me, buried in raindrops

jade in flames of haunting grey
as like a lonely mourn

jade come bleed inside of me
as long as I'm not torn

help me carry the raindrops
break me, hurry to rape on
hold on, drag me away god
drowned me, buried in raindrops


White horses

melt the snow in my lies
melt the magic in my eyes
what I´m searching for
what I´m living for

... I forgot...

Serpentine (2002)

(century media)

Starfish Ride(for a million dollar handshake)

come down to my echo mind
feverdreams of neurotic kind
but I cannot feel you

head down and straight in line
feverdreams of a foreign tribe
but I cannot feel you...cannot see behind your eyes

come ride on a starfish's spine
6 1 7 and 49
but i cannot feel you

would you join my starfish ride
for a 6 1 7 and 49
still i cannot feel you...cannot see behind your smile

no tears, no more cries
no predicted paradise
no dreams - no more scars
no love to forever last
hey little lucifer inside

way down for handshake time
scorn for the devil and love is mine
but i cannot feel you

would you join my watergun ride
for a 6 1 7 and 49
but i cannot feel you...

no tears, no more cries
no predicted paradise
no dreams - no more scars
no pain to forever last
hey Mr.Lucifer - you' re mine

Serpentine

deep inside I'm dying
deep inside I'm hiding
deep inside my every word a cry (alone I cry...)

deep inside I'm heartless
deep inside regardless
kill for me - my every word a lie

deep inside a child
when tears and dreams go wild when
deep inside comedian for life

say will I die for you?
see I was always there to run
will I deny for you?
the smiling scarecrow on your tongue
say will I die for you?
see I was always there to run
say will I die for you?

deep inside I'm dying
deep inside I'm hiding
speak to me the words
of love and trust!
(I feel distrust)
burn for me my neonworld to dust!

say will I die for you...

and in the distance I'm alive
and in the distance neon lights so far away from me
and in the distance I'm alive

and in the distant smile I'll pass on by
and cross the plans you made, the suns you burned
the distance walks away

say will I die for you...

 

Children Of The Sun

we are children of the sun
we are children of the rain
pale and wonderful and wild
we are children of the rain

we are children of the sun
we are children of the rain
walking handsome, brave and sane
we god's children down the drain

you know, this night we can't save you
goodbye, small world undergone
you know, this night we can't heal you
goodnight, small world undergone
you know, this night we can't save the world
nor do we save you any time at all

The Marching Sane

the autumn in your eyes
the salty dark within your veins
we walk the streets at night
a searing spark inside our cage

your light it burns so painful
turn around and burn me painful

no light can release my pain
not a young god
I spit in the eyes of the marching sane
and in the young ones
and the world will turn in vein

the autumn in your smile
don't dare to walk another way
and when there's no behind... don't look back!
we praise the dawning day

your light it burns so painful
turn around and burn me painful

no light can release my pain...

no light can release my pain
not a young god
a tiptoeing knife in the back they reign
all the young ones

no light can release my pain...

 

Breach

walk in the rain, boy
hurry my pale boy - run!

talk to the screen, boy
splinter the green, boy - run!

and while we're waiting to feel the sunlight
and while he's running so far from home
and while we welcome the same old morning
our dreamer walks alone

bury your spleen, boy
feed the machine, boy - run!

slave to the grind, boy
ashgrey in mind, boy - run!

and while waiting to feel the sunlight
and while he's running so far from home
and while we welcome the same old mourning
our hero walks alone

kill the sun,
kill the moon,
kill the stars!
kill the sun,
kill the moon,
and your stars!

kill me, entertain me,
get the hell out of your stars!
kill me, entertain me,
get the hell out of your scars!

 

Portsall

we laid on the back on a latesummernight
when we ran out of words we could say
like two stranded stars on a deepfrozen sky
so gone but afraid not to say

we counted the stars any latesummernight
and we watched their departure all day
"tomorrow we'll join 'em" we dreamt many times
but tomorrow was so far away

and the moon, and the stars,
and the summernight sky
that dirty old barn, and the grey in our eyes
the harbour, the sea, and the rivers of plight

and still we're so far away...

and still we lay on the back
another latesummernight
so gone but afraid not to stay

 

Justine

you run deeper and faster
you run past the disaster
you run... a smile in the suitcase
you run... a nowhere inside

you know you'll never fly
so close you tried to feel the fire
but to forever try
one day your wings will learn to fly

you run restless and wired
you run trembling and tired
you scream - out to the nowhere
Justine - alone against the tide

you know you'll never fly
your name won't be no running fire
but to forever try
one day your feet will sear the sky

and while the miles fly away
memories decay
the years are dying

each year for birthday a card
few words from the heart
a note from the run

you stop.
taking a breath while
you lock away the past miles
sit down!
the running is over
Justine - I know where you hide!

you know you'll never fly
your name won't be no running fire
but to forever try
one day your steps will take you higher

The Carnage People

all night - fire longs for fireflies
all night - lightened by a handgun fire

war is over - and tonight reload my arms

all night - shaking down the smile I hide
all night - happiness when words collide

war is over - and tonight we'll carry on

war is over and gone
war is over and gone

there' no god, there's no god on my trace
there's no god in the smile on my face
there's no god in the hands that I shake
there's no god in the kiss that I rape

silence in my heart
silence in my heart

war ain't over - and tonight I'm out for more#

all night - burning down the bedroom light
all night - carnage people by my side

 

Merlin

Merlin, the sea, lunar delight
Merlin, my dear uranium bride
Merlin, my birth, my solar grenade
Merlin, so real, is what I elate
come and get me...

and we dive away now...
utopian grey now!

Merlin, my fear, my cosmic perfume
Merlin, the seed, the snake I consume
Merlin, my sin, my Lilith in flames
take me away on luminous trains
come and get me...

and we dive away now...
utopian grey now!

Merlin try to break me, take me, hate me
Merlin try to haunt me, be my sun

and we dive away now...
utopian grey now!

 

Cupid Of The Carrion Kind

there in the dark it's the only abuse
walking frail to the guardian light
there in the dark where the road is a fuse

And he said...
will you be a light for me
to seduce to elude to grin?
will you be a light for me
walking in for a holy sin?

there in the dark it's the only abuse
that I can't get out of his sight
there in the dark it's the only abuse
when the frail old man he smiles

And he says...
will you be a bride for me
on your knees for a second run?
will you shoot the sky for me
stealing streetlight just for fun?

I cannot see your sun so far away
I cannot be four lightyears far away
I cannot see your sky so far away
I cannot see your light another day

there in the dark -
ten years older and wise
still there's a frail, frail guardian light
there in the dark - back to preach of the night
see the face of the old man is mine

...gaze of the old man is mine

 

For Tonight

for a while sunlight has faded
for a while the liveboats have passed
for a while children corroded
and all we see is utopian grasp

for tonight I feel not sorry
for tonight a cigarette for god
for tonight don't dare to call me
'cause I'm not here. I'm out for a walk.

for a life, for god and the nation
for a life forget how to love
for a life walking courageous
and all we fear is the heaven above

and for now I drink to the faithless
to the weak, the crippled, the tall
and for now, tomorrow and anon
don't you now I don't care at all?