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:: Sunday, March 31, 2002 ::
Happy Easter all. Today was pretty cool. I got to hang out with Sabin Micah all day, He is so cool. A few other people came over to, but it was pretty quiet around here. But we had a good time. Today was good, and I'm hoping that this week will be okay. Stupid school. Stupid boss. Stupid stuff. Ah well. I'm happy. Despite it all, I'm truly happy. :o)
~Heathyrre~
written by Heathyrre Marie at 8:19 PM
:: Saturday, March 30, 2002 ::
Switchfoot:~: Learning to breathe"I'm learning to breathe I'm learning to crawl I'm finding that You and You alone can break my fall I'm living again, awake and alive I'm dying to breathe in these abundant skies" I love raw praise songs that tell it like it is very blatently, and poeticly. Emotionally grabbing, I find them easy to relate to.
I love being aliave.
~Heathyrre~
written by Heathyrre Marie at 1:09 PM
:: Thursday, March 28, 2002 ::
I wish there was a button I could push that would make stuff happen. Or a lever or somthing. hm.
 take free enneagram testI guess my term with geocitites is about to come to an end. ah well. Our dot com will soon come into existance. But until then, no blogger. I don't think anyone really reads it anyway, so what the hell.
~Heathyrre~
written by Heathyrre Marie at 11:16 PM
it truly is a happy day."Its a happy day.... and I thank God for the weather Shadoo be do... Its a happy day.... and I'm living it for my Lord Shoobie Do wop wop.... Its a happy day..... and things are gonna get better Living each day by the promises of Gods word Its a happy day....... Ohhhh yeah."
~Heathyrre~
written by Heathyrre Marie at 8:30 AM
:: Tuesday, March 26, 2002 ::
I'm tired mentally. I think my efforts for good communication are going to waste. What's the point of me trying to talk if no one listens? And even if they do listen, it's like it goes in one ear and out of the other.
~Heathyrre~
written by Heathyrre Marie at 8:06 AM
:: Sunday, March 24, 2002 ::
hm. I am very thoughtfull right now, and on a *pluther* of different subjects. Goals for Easter Vacation: studdy and get all my homework done plant my seeds, and plants in the garden get my hair cut *take the plunge heathyrre* learn how to drive my car have some seriously fun hangout time
Someone said somthing earlier that really made me think, and I don't think that was their intention. I donno. I complicate things way to much. then I have to analyize what I have complicated. Mabye thats why my brain hurts so bad.
~Heathyrre~
written by Heathyrre Marie at 6:52 PM
Last night was cool, April and I went and hung out with Amy and got..... yeP you guessed it..... yummy coffee drinks. Then after we went and rented a movie, one that I have seen like five times but it still makes me cry every time. "Return to Me", with David Ducovany and Minie Driver. Its a very cute movie, check it out. Its definatly worth your time. Unless you hate romance or somthing, then it probably wouldn't be worth your time at all. But hey.
No school AT ALL this week!!!! WOO HOO!!! Boy howdy am I ever happy. I do have some homework, but that shouldn't be too much trouble.
headache update: Still hurts. Went to the doctor, gave me loads of meds, none of which work at all. I don't know what I'm gonna do. ah well. At least the pain is bearable.
I could really go for an old movie right now. I think I'm going to go see whats playing. I love our satilite. :o)
~Heathyrre~
written by Heathyrre Marie at 12:49 PM
:: Friday, March 22, 2002 ::
The song that I think is really cool right now is the one Switchfoot did in "a walk to remember" called Only hope, good stuff there, look it up if you don't know what I'm talking about. My head hurts.
~Heathyrre~
written by Heathyrre Marie at 8:15 AM
:: Thursday, March 21, 2002 ::
I have guitar lessons now.
written by Heathyrre Marie at 6:05 PM
I am phsycologicly uncomftorble.
aka, I feel BLAH.
~Heathyrre~
written by Heathyrre Marie at 7:57 AM
:: Tuesday, March 19, 2002 ::
I've had it since Saturday.I can still feel my headache in there. It will ocasionally pound against my skull. Its just sorta hanging out up there. I wonder why it won't go away. I hope I don't have a brain tumor or somthing. geez.
~Heathyrre~
written by Heathyrre Marie at 8:03 PM
I wonder why 'sky' has a plural. There's only one sky, so how can there be more than one? I suppose that people can count the sky yesterday as one thing and then the sky today as a different thing, but technically it's still the same sky, it just looks different. Hmm....interesting idea.
written by Heathyrre Marie at 7:24 PM
oh no! I'm getting sick. Sabin Micah came over and he has had bronchitis. I can feel it coming on..... I have to go take vitamin C now. ~Heathyrre~
written by Heathyrre Marie at 8:11 AM
:: Monday, March 18, 2002 ::
Hey, I'm cheerfull.I'm cheerfull and its monday, and I have the same headache for a couple of days, and I would have killed just to stay in bed this morning, because of the lack of sleep I got over the weekend, no one would teach me how to drive my car, and I got ragged on terribly bad for liking *certian* bands. But I'm cheerfull.
I donno. I just sincerly am. Thats God for ya. :o)
~Heathyrre~
written by Heathyrre Marie at 7:56 AM
:: Sunday, March 17, 2002 ::
yeP. I think so."Again, it's not the guitar that makes the player. As long as I can still make that guitar sing and scream, who really cares what plank I'm playing? After all, it's all about the music we make with the tools of our trade, not how pretty, how prestigious or how expensive those tools are."
my brother knows a guy who's selling his fender strat for $200 bucks. I'm seriously considering buying it, Because thats what I can currently afford. I think its an ugly yellow color. But ya know what? thats okay. Because I could learn on it, and then know what i'm doing, so I can then get somthing I'll know I want. And I'm going to take acoustic lessons from a guy my brother knows.
I just decided.
~Heathyrre~
written by Heathyrre Marie at 7:23 PM
I watched a retarded movie last night called "Circle of Friends". Don't watch that movie. EVER. It was about three chicks who lived in 1950's Irland and they were all trying to establish meaningfull relationships while going to college. What a waste of time. I could have been asleep. yeP.
Congratulations Hannah, on getting your licence!
~Heathyrre~
written by Heathyrre Marie at 8:48 AM
:: Saturday, March 16, 2002 ::
"And yet..... and yet I wonder......"
written by Heathyrre Marie at 11:37 AM
:: Thursday, March 14, 2002 ::
Well. My Mom had a headache so she couldn't teach me how to drive my car today. I'm licenced, I should just take it out by myself and figure it out all alone. *sigh*
Today wasn't that great. I mean it was a beautiful day and all, it just kinda sucked. Ah well. Tommorow is friday, thank God. It'll be okay.
~Heathyrre~
written by Heathyrre Marie at 8:22 PM
I get to learn how to drive my car today.... :o) I need to go decide what I can do to it to make it look artistic. Its just a plain little white car right now. But that will change. :o)
~Heathyrre~
written by Heathyrre Marie at 8:14 AM
:: Wednesday, March 13, 2002 ::
 Who's Your 80s Movie Icon Alter-Ego? Find out @ She's Crafty
that was a good movie.
written by Heathyrre Marie at 8:19 PM
"Remember, even if you don’t feel like something at every moment doesn’t mean you aren’t that something."
I think that could go either way. But I took it in a good way. I mean, sometimes you can just feel really really bad, and not your normal self, but gennerally you always slide back to where you were before and you shake the attitude, or whatever that was plauging you. Man, good stuff here.
I'm having the time of my life. :o)
~Heathyrre~
written by Heathyrre Marie at 7:52 PM
For some strange reason I found out that I just CAN'T sleep with socks on. Ever. Or I just can't sleep at all. I woke up last night and took my socks off. and then I only woke up like once or twice after that, whereas before I would have been waking up all the time. Mabye its just a coincidence. But in any case... thats pretty wierd eh? geez, I feel like such a nerd. Mabye I should just stop talking.
written by Heathyrre Marie at 7:50 AM
I hate it when you barley get to chapter five and you know how its all going to end.
written by Heathyrre Marie at 7:44 AM
:: Monday, March 11, 2002 ::
BLAH.
written by Heathyrre Marie at 7:43 PM
I like my new skirt.... :o) I like it real good.
written by Heathyrre Marie at 9:24 AM
:: Sunday, March 10, 2002 ::
Well, another week. :o) Today was cool, there was a bike race, and it went right by where I work, so we were open today. She paid us cash for working, so it was tax free. That was very cool.
I'm very happy to be where I am right now, I love it at home, I love my family, and I love my friends.
I have the coolest life.
~Heathyrre~
written by Heathyrre Marie at 8:22 PM
How are you supposed to get a good night's sleep? I used to think that you had to go to bed early, exercise regularly and not drinking too much caffeine. But I have strived for all of those and have not seen a return on the quality of slumber. At night, I don't fall asleep very easily. I tend to wake up several times between 3 and 6 for no particular reason, and can't seem to get back to the deep REM state of sleep. The disruption of these early hours destroys whatever rejuvenating rest I have accomplished during 70% of the night. In the morning when I wake up, and through out the day I'm a catatonic mess, I stare at people blankly not being able to comprehend what their saying to me. My boss gets mad at me because I screw stuff up, and my friends get wierded out by me because I don't act the way I would normally. Or somthing.
ah well.
~Heathyrre~
written by Heathyrre Marie at 8:41 AM
:: Saturday, March 09, 2002 ::
"with one hand high you'll show them your progress you'll take your time but no one cares...no one cares." ~My Sundown~ Jimmy Eat World
written by Heathyrre Marie at 2:23 PM
Last night was fun. Isaiah, April and I went to Red Robin and had dinner. Then we rented "arsnic and lace" with Carey Grant. It was a very good movie. Old movies are so cool, I used to watch them all the time.... then I stoped for some strange reason. Now I'm going to start again. They have a certian air about them... I don't really know what it is. But its very cool.
written by Heathyrre Marie at 1:50 PM
:: Thursday, March 07, 2002 ::
I got a job with pure intenions of saving up for a guitar. Now that I have a job, I have to buy my own clothes, fix my car, and I don't get allowence anymore. Which is totally and completley fair, I know. I'm just whining because I want that guitar rrriiiiiiiiiiggghhhhtttt NOW! But.... paitence is a virtue.*sigh* I have lots of paitence. It will come.
I need an excuse to do somthing fun. real real bad.
~Heathyrre~
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written by Heathyrre Marie at 7:58 AM
:: Wednesday, March 06, 2002 ::
Most lovley of mornings....Ah, beautiful day. Except my sinuses are killing me. alergies I suppose. Oh well, at least its not a headache.... yet anyway.
Its a really good day for gardening. To bad I have to be in town all day, school and work. *sigh*. Its all good though. Its all good.
Well. I would still really like to know the correct spelling of my rantings yesterday. Not because I wanna post more of it, I'm just really curious now.
And just for clarifications sake. I have never once acted like I'm going to DIE from somthing thats made me angry. I'm not going to go around whining at everyone every time I see them about a few sucky things in my life, so I just write it on my blogger. I have found that most of the time its easier for me to write than talk anyway. So hey, ya know. :o) I suppose it might be a bad habbit. Oh well, we all have a few. ;o)
mmm.... coffee is real good in the morning. especially when you know its going to rain....
I decided that I'm going to go and get my hair cut. And not by my mom this time. I'm going to get it layered. Kind of like Amanda Bynes hair in "big fat liar", only a little longer and slighty different. Next week..... heh, wow, its kind of scary. I havn't done anything drastic to my hair in 15 years. that makes me sound so old. geez. I'm never going to say that again.
Well.... anyway. I vote for www.foronceinyourlife.net I relate to it better than Conduct-unbecoming.com. But their both cool, and I don't think I would mind either one. So hey.
Okay, time for alvacado toast......
~Heathyrre~
written by Heathyrre Marie at 8:05 AM
:: Tuesday, March 05, 2002 ::
I'm sorry about your website Zay. It will be truley missed.
written by Heathyrre Marie at 7:54 PM
Web site downWell, as you guys already know, my website has been down for a while now due to geocities ripping it clean off of their servers...the idiots. Never have I ever been mad at geocities this much. They'll get theirs though, I guarentee, they'll get theirs. Heathyrre, you're starting to creep me out with all of this "bundled-up-rage" that you keep talking about on your site. When I do actually see you in person on a given day, you don't really look mad at all. But on your site you make it sound like you're going to die because something made you angry...what's the deal? -Zay out
written by Zay (Sorry, you dont get my last name) at 1:00 PM
sheesh. I don't even know how dammit is spelled. I guess thats a good thing. hm.
damnit? or dammit?
oh good lord. Can't a girl convey sincere frusterated emotion through a word and not worry about spelling mistakes? I swear. Somthing has to be done.
~Heathyrre~
written by Heathyrre Marie at 8:27 AM
I'm about ready to explode. the irony of it all is amazing. And I'm shocked beyond all reason. Gennerally I'm not inclined twards bad language. but... dammit, dammit all. ~Heathyrre~
written by Heathyrre Marie at 8:24 AM
:: Sunday, March 03, 2002 ::
We went to the mountians today. We climbed pretty much straight up a very steep mountian looking for a cave that we never found. But oh well, it was fun, we had a good time.
thats it. I'm buying fabric tommorow.
~Heathyrre~
written by Heathyrre Marie at 8:41 PM
:: Saturday, March 02, 2002 ::
I know i'm going to be sunburned later. I just spent two hours planting seeds and building a trellis. But wow, is this place going to have a cool garden or what. Its going to look so cool around here. I have been weeding and all kinds of stuff, and yay! woody is mowing the lawn! Snaps to woody. :o)
Well, we saw "a walk to remember". The second half of the movie was one of the most touching movies i have ever seen. The first half was not worthy of a PG rating, there was a bunch of stuff in it that i would have deemed PG13. But like isaiah was saying, the first half had to be kinda shallow and stuff, because it made the rest seem really really deep and good. Needless to say I cried, deffinatly a movie worth seeing. Mabey not in theaters because it had no effects of any kind (because its just not that kind of movie).... but worthy of anyones time.
So. Now that i'm emotional and sunburnt.....
~Heathyrre~
written by Heathyrre Marie at 10:51 AM
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