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:: Wednesday, February 27, 2002 ::
Well then.
85% Eighties Pop Act
You are Bruce Springsteen: You grew a lot during the eighties and nineties, but none of your friends will let you live down what you did in the eighties. So, put on your Members Only jacket and breakdance.
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Thats very interesting.....
~Heathyrre~
written by Heathyrre Marie at 8:27 PM
Shoobie doo wop wop....
Today was a really good day. I couldn't tell you exactly why. It just was. I was even happy about math class today. I really really don't know why. I just was. I think thats the first time I have ever been happy about math class. Or I was at least content with it. hm. Mabye it was because it was payday today. I don't think so though. Because most all my paycheck is going to my car to buy a fuel pump. After Sauterday I very well may have a working car with my name on the pinkslip. I'm very excited. Very excited indeed. I think i'll clean it out tommorow. :o) yeah.... I think so.....
I'm very excited about doing nothing this summer. I'm going to go see every new cool movie that comes out. mabye. if i have the money. I'm so glad i have a job. And i'll have my guitar within a few months, so i'm going to be rockin' out. oh yeah. :o) fun stuff.
"Live right now. Yeah, just be yourself.
It doesn't matter if it's good enough for someone else.
It just takes some time, little girl you're in the middle of the ride.
Everything will be just fine, everything will be allright."
~Jimmy Eat World~
I really really like the lyrics to that song. Its really cool when you can find music and you relate to the lyrics. And your like "wow. they read my mind...."
~Heathyrre~
written by Heathyrre Marie at 8:18 PM
I really don't get it. I have been told that I overexplain myself. So I stopped because people wern't really listening. Now everyone says I don't make any sense. But thats not really my fault, because they wouldn't listen when I was saying everything. Geez. I hate people. It would be fun to be a hermit. Those guys have it made.
~Heathyrre~
written by Heathyrre Marie at 8:26 AM
:: Tuesday, February 26, 2002 ::
wOw.
I'm in shock. Well. Not really. But I should be. I really really should be. Oh well.
Well, this week has been good so far. I'm hoping to go see "a walk to remember" on friday, so I can letchall know what I think about that flick.
My earlier deprivation of a "big ole hug" is hitting me now. It wasn't really affecting me before, but just now I was like "hey wait a minute.... I was cheated out of my big ole hug". Grr......
Anyway.
~Heathyrre~
written by Heathyrre Marie at 8:26 PM
:: Sunday, February 24, 2002 ::
Well.I'm glad that I finally know whats going on with my summer. I won't be on Summer Staff at Calvin Crest. Which I am kinda disapointed about, but its okay, because I didn't really want to go away for ten weeks either. Thus another year of CCAing fun is up and coming. I just hope my boss won't have a problem with letting me have two weeks off........
I wish I knew someone who could relate to me. I don't think anyone does.
~Heathyrre~
written by Heathyrre Marie at 10:35 AM
:: Saturday, February 23, 2002 ::
Jimmy Eat World is pretty good... great to listen to anytime.. the music can be pretty soothing.. but it also can sound like a shout from the soul.. better than the repetitive music of pop and whatnot... definatly a nice change... they remind me a bit of lifehouse... Jimmy Eat World
~the middle~
"Hey, you know they're all the same.
You know you're doing better on your own, so don't buy in.
Live right now. Yeah, just be yourself.
It doesn't matter if it's good enough for someone else.
It just takes some time, little girl you're in the middle of the ride.
Everything will be just fine, everything will be allright."
That pretty much sums it up.
~Heathyrre~
written by Heathyrre Marie at 3:08 PM
why me?i have had a headache for two long days now. Its the same headache, never goes away.
i really really want coffee.
i am in so much pain. its not even funny. i'm just going to go cry now.
written by Heathyrre Marie at 9:04 AM
:: Thursday, February 21, 2002 ::
despite it all, i'm still looking straight up. despite it all.
~Heathyrre~
written by Heathyrre Marie at 3:07 PM
Jimmy Eat World
~You say the most beautiful things~
You say the most beautiful things,
an endless list of treasures of trimmings.
It takes all my faith just to start
I don't care now how much I'm wrong
my song it shames your ears
every sentence a failure.
Slant rhyme is all I can give half truth is all I'll get.
Show us all what grace can mean,
all of what I might be.
Close your eyes call it escape.
We'll run away from everything
Lie to me,
love me
We'll run away from everything
written by Heathyrre Marie at 3:01 PM
:: Wednesday, February 20, 2002 ::
And i wanna dance
i wanna snap my fingers all night long and dance
I wanna move around the room just like a woman in a trance
All right, I wanna dance
I wanna wrap my arms around your neck and dance
I wanna listen to the music that's been ringing in my ears
And one day i'm gonna dance my way right outta here
~Caedmon's Call~
i'm just having so much fun, its like, not even funny.
~Heathyrre~
written by Heathyrre Marie at 7:38 PM
today was a bbbeeeaaauuutttiiifffuuulll day. absolutly beautiful i tell you.
and yes, the daffodils do indeed look lovley today. stunning to say the least.
~Heathyrre~
written by Heathyrre Marie at 3:51 PM
:: Monday, February 18, 2002 ::
well, today was okay. actually i sort of muddled through my morning, i sprained my ankle and its really swollen right now. it was hard to wear my new converse all stars, but i did it. because they had to be worn. but my ankle really hurts. *sniff*.
anyway.
a good conversation right now would be very cool. see i have these conversation hearts still, and i have been "conversing" with them for the past few days, there intelect is rather dull however, all they seem to say are stupid things like "cool dude, marry me, hug me, e-mail me," and various other oddities. its somewhat tiring when you really want good conversation, and all you get is a pasty little sugar heart telling you to kiss it.
hm. ooookay.
i really need a good book to read, i'm going out of my mind. i havn't read a good book in a looong time. reading is one of the coolest things ever, and i have run out of material. that sucks. i should take a trip to the book store. yeah. i really should.
it is really frusterating when you want someone to understand somthing really really badly, but they just can't or wont. i wish i had the words that i don't have.
~Heathyrre~
written by Heathyrre Marie at 8:24 PM
:: Sunday, February 17, 2002 ::
When you come back again
would you bring me something from the fridge?
Heard a rumour that the end is near
but I just got comfortable here.
sigh.
Let's be blunt.
I'm a little distracted.
What do you want?
Headaches and bad faith
are all that I've got.
First I misplaced the ending
then I lost the plot.
Out among the free-range sheep
while the big birds sharpen their claws.
For a time we stuck with the shepherd
but you wouldn't play Santa Claus.
sigh.
Let's be blunt.
We're a little distracted.
What do you want?
Once we could follow,
now we cannot.
You would not fit our image,
so we lost the plot.
Once we could hear you,
now our senses are shot.
We've forgotten our first love.
We have lost the plot.
When I saw you for the first time
you were hanging with a thief
And I knew my hands were dirty,
and I dropped my gaze.
Then you said I was forgiven
and you welcomed me with laughter.
I was happy ever after.
I was counting the days
when you'd come back again.
we'll be waiting for you
When you comin' back again?
we'll be ready for you
Maybe we'll wake up when...
maybe we'll wake up when
you come back again.
lies.
Let's be blunt.
We're a little unfaithful.
What do you want?
Are you still listening?
`Cause we're obviously not
We've forgotten our first love
We have lost the plot.
And why are you still calling?
You forgave, we forgot.
We're such experts at stalling
that we've lost the plot.
lost the plot
When you come back again
would you bring me something from the fridge?
Heard a rumour that the end is near
but I just got comfortable here.
right now, i'm really relating to that one. why are people so darn stupid. i don't get it. *sigh*. actually i do. it'll be okay though. it'll be okay.
~Heathyrre~
written by Heathyrre Marie at 10:29 AM
:: Saturday, February 16, 2002 ::
well. today was a good day. Buck taught me how to play part of "99 red balloons". that was very cool. and i got some new clothes. i have a big ole blister on my heel from my new converse all stars, but hey, what are you gonna do, right? i met a really cool kid named Chris, who just happens to be the Nickels cousin. He was very polite and overall a real cool kid.
and now that i'm completly and totally tired. i'm going to sleep.
breathe deep guys, life is good.
~Heathyrre~
written by Heathyrre Marie at 10:49 PM
:: Friday, February 15, 2002 ::
yay! good day, i got my converse all stars today!!
written by Heathyrre Marie at 2:53 PM
:: Thursday, February 14, 2002 ::
good grief. do i have to do everything myself? looks like it.
written by Heathyrre Marie at 7:41 PM
:: Wednesday, February 13, 2002 ::
What's Your Style? Find out @ She's Crafty
You're a true nature chick who loves the outdoors. Because you're always running from activity to activity, you have zero time for a full, fussy face of makeup. Instead, you want to be able to hop out of the shower, pull your hair into a ponytail, slap on some sunscreen, and go. Just make sure that your laid-back, all-things-natural attitude doesn't lead to you become lazy -even on-the-go girls need to glam themselves up sometimes!
I think i've taken enough of these tests. yeP. i think so.
~Heathyrre~
written by Heathyrre Marie at 8:46 PM
thats cute.
written by Heathyrre Marie at 8:36 PM
hahaha. the first time i took it i got orlando bloom as legolias from the lord of the rings, but i didn't like that to much so i took it over. 
You will marry RICK O'CONNELL (played by Brendan Fraser) from The Mummy, live in dusty occasionally cursed archaeological dig sites in the middle of the desert, and spend your days riding camels, searching for lost cities, and shooting the living dead. What's YOUR M * A * S * H future?
written by Heathyrre Marie at 8:27 PM
another day, another dollar.
i just ate a conversation heart that said "kiss me". those things say the wierdest stuff. theres another one in there that says "be my icon." gimme a break. hey, they taste pretty good though. hm.
i can't wait till friday.
~Heathyrre~
written by Heathyrre Marie at 5:15 PM
:: Tuesday, February 12, 2002 ::
good freakin' grief. i'm goin' out of my mind here.
written by Heathyrre Marie at 8:40 PM
Hmm Kitchen Tile Chess Time? Ah well, sounds like it COULD be fun... -Zay out
written by Zay (Sorry, you dont get my last name) at 8:07 AM
Happy birthday to me. at ten thirty this morning, i will have survived 19 years on this plannet. On Febuary 12th 1983 on a cold rainy um... morning. in a small log cabin in the foothills of... uh...woodlake... you know what, forget it. it just dosn't sound right.
i had a really scary dream last night about outer space. and that we had to move to the mountians and live in a really really nice house and have lots of land, but i didn't wanna move beacause the place was like hours away from all our friends. and then we had to go to outer space. don't ask me why we had to go, but we had to ride in coach. and for some strange reason hannah lambert and abby lambert were in first class and abby was rubbing it in that we were in coach and we didn't have enough money to get into first class. then we got out and we were just floating around and stuff, i remember that it wasn't fun though. i was absolutly terrified that infinity was streaching out before me and i was just right there. it was scary. oh yeah, and we were eating at a table with a bunch of wierd old people. in outer space. after we bought a really nice house. hm. nevermind.
oooooookay. and the severe derangment of my life carries on......
kitchen tile chess time! YES!!!!
~Heathyrre~
written by Heathyrre Marie at 7:53 AM
:: Sunday, February 10, 2002 ::
hey, that was kinda fun. 
yeah. that would be me.
written by Heathyrre Marie at 2:50 PM
haha. i just took another "unintelligence" quiz on the spark.com and out of 4339764 people who have taken the test i scored the highest. seriously. (lower meaning your unintelligent, higher meaning your doing good upstairs.) and i'm only 83%. geez. i guess people are really dumb out there. they said i was a "smooth chick" with a knack for greatness. stupid little online tests are fun. ~Heathyrre~
written by Heathyrre Marie at 12:26 PM
i just took a test at spark.com that told me i was lucky enought to be part of the 3% in the nation that was 36% lazy. people lazier than you (79%)
people just as lazy as you (3%)
people less lazy than you (17%)
heh. these things are cool.
~Heathyrre~
written by Heathyrre Marie at 12:12 PM
:: Saturday, February 09, 2002 ::
haha. wow. good stuff.
life is absolutly halarious. halarious i tell you.
i cannot stop laughing. i really really can't. geez. haha!
~Heathyrre~
written by Heathyrre Marie at 11:15 PM
i wanna move to figi.
written by Heathyrre Marie at 12:28 PM
Just because i post a single solitary semi depressing post every now and then dosn't mean that i don't see good in stuff. i just wanted to vent last night and so i did, and it happened to be on my blogger. i don't want you to think i'm not thankfull for everthing God has given me just because of a post on my blogger. you can be two things at once you know and last night even though i wasn't feeling to great i was okay at the same time. Geez, i have an ultimate goal you guys, building a better relationship with Christ and trying to reflect his love in everything i do, loosing sight of that goal is going to take a whole heck of a lot more than a negative blog and then some. Don't think that just because i write a few words slightly contrary to upbeat that i'm lost into a pit of fire and flame. I'm a bit more mature and stronger than that, and i know that life is truly good, even though at times it may not seem that way, it really is good to me. so don't worry about it. i always see that.
~Heathyrre~
written by Heathyrre Marie at 10:05 AM
:: Friday, February 08, 2002 ::
I try to scream, but it only comes out as a yawn.Sleep is an amazing escape. it can temporaroly take you somewhere else, usually to a better place, in a perfect world. a world where you don't have to worry about all the little nasty bugs splatting on the windshield of life. but.... life isn't fair. and gennerally we all have to wake up. but if your lucky your left with a bit of insight, about somthing that could be or might have been. or mabey just a nice story that helps you to cope with your current situation. Whatever the case. Right now i could use an escape.
i wanna do somthing......
"On an evening such as this
It's hard to tell if I exist
If I pack the car and leave this town
Who'll notice that I'm not around?"
~Barenaked Ladies~
gennerally i try to post song lyrics that i currently relate to, and/or the artist could explain my situation better than i felt i could convey accuratly.
tommorow is definatly a black day. i'm wearing black tommorow. don't worry, it'll come off as classy, not morbid. I would rather it come off as classy. classy is respectfull whereas morbid black dressing just makes people wonder why you are the way you are, and kinda look down on you.
too many people to please. good grief. whats a girl gotta do?
i'm so overwhelmed. I wish I had somthing that I have never been privlidged enough to have, i really really do. i don't know if i'll ever have it, or anything even remotly like it. i hope to God i do though.
~Heathyrre~
written by Heathyrre Marie at 10:41 PM
:: Thursday, February 07, 2002 ::
"Silence now the sound
My breath the only motion around
Demons cluttering around
My face showing no emotion"
~Creed~
i forgot what a good song that was.
written by Heathyrre Marie at 7:47 AM
:: Wednesday, February 06, 2002 ::
theres somthing about a wendsday evening. i donno, its got to be because my two hardest days of the week are behind me. Monday and Wendsdays are the two most awfull days of the week for me. Right now i feel very free. It feels good. Indeed it does.
allthough i do have to work..... but hey its cool! *guitar....guitar....guitar....guitar*. I've got to keep thinking about the ultimate goal. focus heathyrre focus.
ooooooookay. man life is good.
sleep is my friend. Goodnight.
~Heathyrre~
written by Heathyrre Marie at 7:52 PM
:: Tuesday, February 05, 2002 ::
Your all i need
when the water runs deep
yeah, your all i need
now i cry myself to sleep...
~Collective Soul~
written by Heathyrre Marie at 8:46 PM
*phew*
I'm okay now. geez, i was really being a stink a while ago. i donno what came over me. I'm all good, hey i have a cool flexable job, a great family and good friends, sure i have to put up with a bit of school, but who really cares. its okay. i do have a good life.
allthough i got really sad this morning when my boss told me that there was a 30 car pile up on 99 near Selma. and that 5 people died. I was like "oh my gosh, i hope sabin didn't go to selma this morning", because i think he was supposed to for work or somthing and he didn't. so yeah. it freaked me out for a few minutes. but hey. Gods watchin' out, so its more than cool.
today....
I found out i could run a whole mile without stopping...
I decided that the kitchen where I work smells like boiling prunes...
I didn't eat anything except for muffins. (so far)
I played mental chess on the kitchen floor. (yes i'm still doing that.. geez, i know.)
I decided that eventually i'm going to get a drum set. (even though certian people **cough*isaiah*cough** say i have absolutly no rhythm.)
I realized i was pretty lonley washing and bleaching tons of cutting boards all alone in a huge kitchen so i got a bad attitude.
I shook my bad attitude but i'm still lonley.
and.....decided that i need to make a decision.
Goodnight all. sleep well.
~Heathyrre~
written by Heathyrre Marie at 8:05 PM
im in a bad mood too. it cant be good when we are both in bad moods. perpetual madness pretty much sums it up. stupid tuesday. stupid monday too.
written by ::{ april }:: at 8:15 AM
someone please... get me off this sick cycle of perpetual madness....
written by Heathyrre Marie at 7:56 AM
:: Monday, February 04, 2002 ::
i've got a bad attitude right now.
mabey i should..... oh nevermind.
written by Heathyrre Marie at 8:55 PM
:: Sunday, February 03, 2002 ::
Find out what kind of driver you are!You are among the most intelligent and best mannered among all drivers. When you are in a hurry, you may push it a little, but you never race. When you are relaxed, you don't impede others by driving like a turtle. You are mindful of others and occasionally downright nice, but mostly you keep your wits and keel.
written by Heathyrre Marie at 7:15 PM
today was a good kick back day. i played guitar, wore my slippers, used the internet and drank coffee all day. it was fun. now that i have kinda decided which electric i want (schecter s-1), i have been looking at some acoustics. the one i found that i REALLY like is way way way out of my price range, but its a beauty anyway check it out.
well. i don't feel very good so i'm going to bed. *sigh* i hope i'm not getting sick.
~Heathyrre~
written by Heathyrre Marie at 6:40 PM
:: Saturday, February 02, 2002 ::
hanging out yesterday was fun. good times with guitars and friends. overall i'm glad i stayed. allthough there were a few times when i was incredably annoyed. but hey. its all good. even though i didn't bowl, it was cool hanging out there, i mean, i wouldn't wanna do it all the time, but i think eventually i might like to actually bowl and not just sit there. so yeah. eventually. the music was bad. thats all i can say about that. it was just really really really bad. like, burning your ears bad. and it was really loud. it would be better kinda quieter. oh well, it was still fun. and once again, thanks for the ride home you guys rock.
this day turned out to be pretty good. yeah, i think so. stuff is good. not looking forward to monday, but i can handle it with grace.
alright, peace out.
~Heathyrre~
written by Heathyrre Marie at 8:19 PM
i had a rude awakaning this morning.
i also woke up to discover that i'm all alone. theres no one here, out of seven people in my family theres ALWAYS someone here. and there all gone, i think some of them might be at a 4-h thing. not sure though. the rest? i have no clue. its kinda creepy out here right now.
brr... its cold to.
~Heathyrre~
written by Heathyrre Marie at 10:46 AM
:: Friday, February 01, 2002 ::
why can't i EVER do it right?
written by Heathyrre Marie at 6:00 PM
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