This day... maybe forever I'll need someone to rely on. How? Well, I'm so confused to my little sophisticated life. Again and again, it's all about a girl (i'm in my adolescense). I know it's too early to think about it. But what if I do really love this girl so much? What if I can't give my love to other girl? Actually I can give it, but it's just only for a place to run. My friend says that I'm too stupid for only thinking "one" girl. Sometimes I realize that they were right. But I love this girl. I don't know how she could be like that. I mean... so in to me. The reality right about now is that... this girl is already had another. Thank God I'm a good pretender.... You know.. even though I'm broke,but I can act that nothing happened; I'm nuts but I can act that I'm sober, and another things that I used to pretend to.

Why do I write this in here? Because I got no friend to talked to.
Firman or Sindhu??? They can help me, but at once. I mean, after they made me laugh... forget about her (my problems), another minutes I'm broke again! So, I made a conclusion that my bestfriend... could only made me laughing, not curing.

That's why I wrote it in this web, besides Sindhu asked me to write something. But....Whatever! Gosh! I don't care for how long I'll wait for her return... The only thing that I care is that she will always be my dream.. and maybe if I keep on trying and praying for her return... who knows God will bring her back to me? Who knows that tomorrow, next week, next month, next year, next century, or maybe the next millenium she'll come back to me??
Who knows??
I'll cope... Ooops... I'll try to cope, as long as I still having her in my dreams.

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