god, things were hell today, i callled paige, and then creid for several hours, god, i never knew a girl could hurt me this much beside mashell, and its not nesicerily her, itsd the fact that i know its what i deserve, and the way not every one treats me like it makes me think im just taking advatage of everyone *sighs*thats it im off to zenhex... with people who understand me...
date: 8-11-04 to lazy to count the entry number..
i got my learners permit today, i went to the fair day before yesterday, cried my eyes out in front of clinton, my parents owe me a hell of a lot of money, hot topic opened today and im on my persion, to sya the least, its been a fun week.. *growls* on the upside, i havent been threatened or attacked in the past week, which is an upswing, oh wait no i guess i was threatened never mind... turns out clinton has no clue what he's doing, just liek eliot said! hmm i should start listening to that boy more often.. Erin said that she's still trying to talk clinton into going to texas, so obviously his little oh well im going to texas line he's been feeding me has been bs, not that it matters much.... im done with him, after the other night im just done with guys, especially when they are over other girls right in fucking front of you!!!!! grrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!school starts back up soon, so thats an upswing, lots of fun new freshman to meet, and ya know what, i think i might just scoup them out for a sweet boy, screw this searching for someone my age or older, theres got to be a kid left that the world hasnt mutated into a jerk and a screw up, and i will find him to stop him from becomeing liek the rest!!!!
anyways, im trying to figure out what im going to wear this year and i think i finally figured it out, im going to go mix between gothic lolita and looking like someone took a freakin highliter to me.its going to be fun really emphasize my mood swings lol tyo bad i actaully cant do that that would be fun, but id have to cahnge clothes eight times a day :P so anyways im off to eat food type stuff farwell my dearest die-ary-- yesh i have been reading johnny to much lately, and i gotted invader zim :P
log entry 14, august 16 2004
clintons an ass, dave's back in town, kylee's not danny's my mom's sick and my dad's an ass, yeah, i've had a fun week. *sigh*
twirly loop- a free verse poem by mana
time spent spinning in cirlces trying to find out why i wanted to be here, trying to see why the world does this every day, spinning in circles trying to understand why you wont love me, spinning in circle's trying to grasp reallity spinning in circles falling towards the earth why wont life stop sending me in circles?
log entry 15 september 13, 2004
ok so i have done any work in forever so shoot me, its not like any actaully comes here. *sighs* im turning this into a rant section for the process of my manga nad for the process of this damnable sight. ok so my scanners gone deaf and my printers is obsesed with smiley faces right now so the online manga i was promesing was put on hold. now im off to clean some more of this damn sight. farwell for now.
log entry 16 september 15, 2004
Wah! i cant believe there are people in the world who do not know the magical powers of the fufu berry! for those of you who dont i command thee to go down to your local super market and search out the jones sodas once there, buy the fufu!!! woot fufu ness....... ok so anyways im working on my webpage instead of programing in computer programming class the sadness of it all!! i am finally caught up in reading megatokyo so there are no more for me to read!!!!*sighs* i suppose it is time to be like everyone else and wait patiently for fred to update!! damn him damn him to hell i want to see mor eping!!! and pirogoeth..... ok so away with me -later days.BRAT
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