I know my own anatomy,
Foremost, the brain
Synchronizing a network of nerves;
Then the heart's tributaries, each vein
A conduit for the saline brew
That cools, and warms, and serves
The cell-foods I burn up or store.
Then the locomotor crew
Showing that I look, I run and walk,
Showing, head to toes, I move,
I hunger, I talk,
Showing I anger and I love.
This is my body,
Built for these and more,
More, much more;
While dozing or peeling the eggs or
Scraping the fish scales,
I recall when Sebia brought down
The red, red roses from the hills
And I turned into a flower.
And when the Ormoc cyclone
Scrounged Merlie's father
Her brother and his wife
And three children-the wind was a knife
And for days my body
Was wind, mud, and sucking water.
And Merlie?-her heart was putty
Her bones, stone.
My body is more
As when Granddaughter
Comes up the steps from school,
And I turn into the door
Letting her in; her good
Hunger for the ready food
Prickles my belly
And I become her hunger,
I become the dewy cool
Drink, the bread and golden jelly.
Anatomy, yes, but deep
And far as time
And all the lost places
I become in sleep,
Body as rhythm and rhyme,
Body as the paths and mazes
I imagine bathed in light-
My anatomy is hymn, sob, psalm,
And I become
The poem I write.