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Cry
| I am such a cry baby. I would cry over the littlest things. But why do I cry? People always say, that you don't cry unless you are sad. However, for me, I have a very specific condition that cause me to cry. I don't necessarily cry because I am sad. I cry whenever I am in a situation that I cannot control. There are many obstacles I had to face in my life, but many are controllable. For example, if I really need to get my grade up, I can just still more. If someone ignore me off, I can just stop talking to them. It is not that I don't get sad when I am ignore. It is just that these are situation I can let go and not have to think about it anymore. I cry under pressure, under condition I can't control. For example, if someone yells at me. I starts crying. It doesn't really matter what he or she is yelling at me for. I start crying because I have no control over how long will the person yells and what he or she will say. Another example is when I am in a situation in which the result of the condition relies on another person, I will start crying everything I think about it. Because these are situation when I can't just decide to let it go. I would have to face it eventurally, but I have no control over the result of the situation. It is the frustration that press me to tears... |
Keep My Distance
| It is not hard to close the gap between my friends and I. But they have to be willing to do it. As long as you treat me like you put me above all friends, I would be foul by your action. I don't have to be your number one friend in your heart, you just have to treat me like one. But that's what they do. They treat me like we are going to be best buds forever and then they leave. |
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