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2:11 PM +
You're harried, and often have too many things to take care of to stop and enjoy life (whether from procrastinating or not). You feel safe when you're busy, though, and you're somewhat of a wuss, and often caught off-guard. You're easily startled, and may be somewhat of a push-over -- but if you think you've the right, you'll boss others around.
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10:34 AM + Wow. I really do feel awful. It could be a mixture of things I'm not enjoying, like not be absolutely adored by my boyfriend, my sister leaving for ten months (which, though it is absolutely fantastic, also makes me feel kinda lonely. I'm sure once she's there though, we'll still talk to each other a lot and it will probably just go by really fast. I'm always sad when she has to leave after we've spent so much time together), finishing this damned manuscript, and my icky job in general. Last night, I was actually thinking of Jon in some weird drunken terms. I had two beers while editing and watching the Rose bowl. I was thinking: he needs more hugs. He loved snuggling with me. When I got into bed last night at 1 a.m. (proofing), he was curled up, facing my side of the bed and when I went into the bed backwards, I was almost right inside that great warm curve. But he immediately rolled over and do you know how hard it is for my 5'6" body with arms, 135 lbs, to wrap around a 6'2", 200 lb man is?? It's kind of hard. I get tired holding my arm up that high. Not to mention that I convince myself I'm making him uncomfortable and he doesn't like it and can't wait until I move it. A paranoia on my part, I suppose. Okay. No more stalling. I MUST get to work! (And I will post links to other weblogs when I'm not supposed to be doing work...) Cheers, friendlies.
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9:13 AM + I'm starting a weblog for peeking from beneath the bell jar. I don't plan to keep it on blogspot because at least on geocities the ad windows can be closed. Either way, please feel free to use the upcoming comments sections on this page for comments regarding my journal entries too. I'll be formatting this page probably a million and a half times before I'm happy with how it is. Once on geocities, I'll also post a button for a link to my journal. Therefore, for the time being, just don't link to the weblog unless you don't mind changing the address in a while (apparently, geocities is having problems ftp-ing with new accounts). I'll see you soon. I have work to do!
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