Lyrics by Lloyd Parker
Hatreds certain as you close that curtain, all lifes wanders have came to nothing.
Leaves me with a ball and chain called Fear, say goodbye to that life so dear.
Say goodbye to me...
Endless hope of what I call my life, my dreams are shortning and it seems to me like,
I'm not worth it and it's fake to care. Where is heaven? I'll arrange to meet you there.
I'll arrange to meet you there...
Hatreds certain as you close that curtain, all lifes wanders have came to nothing.
Leaves me hanging from a high-up rope, but thats the person that I love the most...Me.
Me...
>Everything's Better On A Stick (EBOAS)
Lyrics by Rukkus (Alcorn, Ingham, Parker & Stewart)
WALKIN'..away from my life. RUNNIN'.. away from my strife.
SUFFER..drags me back in, CRUSHIN'..my life from within...
Pushin' it down, keepin' my life away, smilin' all the while, absorbed in everyday.
TAKE ME..away from this pain. PLEASURE..I cannot feign.
WINDOW..into my soul (where) TIME HAS..taken it's toll..
>I Hate You Now (Hate)
Lyrics by LLoyd Parker & Andrew Alcorn
A silent cry moves my soul, the essence of power takes control, I hate you now, I hate you once again.
My youth is old and my fun is fear, controlling me? Oh your so sincere. Make my day and stay away...
Alone I sit watching the times, it moves too fast just like my mind.
A vision of you staines my eyes, your reflections in my tears whenever I cry.
Now the clocks stops and time stands still, all your spite has made me ill.
Through your words play your rage, as all of your angst takes centre stage...
I hate you now. I hate you once again. Are you happy now? Well **** you then...
(Come back Gwen)
I Can't Change (download now)
Lyrics by Rukkus (Alcorn, Ingham, Parker & Stewart)
I like to think and use imagination. The stories that we tell, the tragic fear of hell
and when you leave me you deceive me, open arms won't let you be me.
I can't change, no I can't change...
I close my eyes and lose all concentration. The stories that'cha tell, I've heard a thousand times.
I try to fake it but I can't take it and I don't think I can make it.
I can't change, no I can't change...
If I could change my life there'd be no hesitation, take me out this hell, I've aready sold my soul.
There's too much strain, I've gone insane, this smile disguises all the pain.
No I can't change, no I won't change...
Bang On The Door (Bang)
Lyrics By Rukkus (Alcorn, Ingham, Parker & Stewart)
...Sexual vendettas, collection of letters, shoved in my face for the whole world to see...
...And I can't explain it at all!
*rest of song lyrics: lost in the corruption of music-making*
>Bonus Track 1
Lyrics by The Mockups
And this is our bonus track! x4
I Know It All Sounds Fine But Its Not Mine
Lyrics By Lloyd Parker & Andrew Alcorn
Working Hard and always trying what i made
In the end all i ever did went down
Working hard simply playing all the time
Suspended from a clock
I fell and broken poise
Asea of questions about me now arrive
These questions left me burning
An open mind was kept back then
But now its gone forever
Closed any emotions balenced on
I see it all fall down just for it to rise again
Hoping one day i'd give a fuck
A sea of questions now arrive
These questions were left burning
Burning in my eyes
(chorus)
But im nbot coming home
Cus i cant write nomore
My time is past and left to fade again
My intention is gone and died
There is no measure can you tell?
Cus Im not coming home
whatever they say
Im not coming home..... not today
And i know it all sounds fine
But Its not mine.
Nimble Words a nimble curse
Has fallen on my mouth
My intentions gone but my love for this will never die
Even when i feel like shit i greet my own demise
A sea of questions......
The fallen use of time too dead for dreaming
Trying to retrace the steps to see where i went wrong
only to realise they had faded away over time
There is no time for you to have time unless you break away from it all or die.
(Chorus)
I know it all sounds fine but its not mine
Reflection
Lyrics By Andrew Alcorn
I look in the mirror
And see you staring back
I feel i Should be sad
I know things will never be the same
Should i care?
My anger is this ink
And you are the paper
If i think hard enough you just might make sense
Give me the space
Let me breathe
And ill hide my face
And probably leave
You look in the mirror
There is no-one there
You have what you want now
But your not even sure what that was anymore
Keep looking at your reflection
I hope every time you do...
All you see is me
