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This is just
a weird thing I typed
when I was sooooo bored.... I have
no idea what I was typing. I just typed
what came to mind. So pathetic. LOL.
Me
This is me
This is not me
This is me not being me
This is me not being me but trying to be me
This is me being me when it's not really the real me
This is me not trying to be me but me trying to be the real me
This is me trying to be me but not me but being me, the real me
This is me, the real me
Sleep
Crying in the middle of
the night
So frustrating yet so sensible
Cannot sleep at night
Sleep my little baby brother
Sleep
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This is a
sonnet that I wrote... Homework for American Lit.
the first semester of Sophomore Year. It wasn't too bad
though I'm not sure it's even a sonnet.
Family
Your family
falls apart, it's not great
You're feeling torn, very confused, and mad
Trying to understand, but you're so sad
Everyone saying that it's just your fate
You want to
know why they think it's too late
To work this out, how could it be that bad?
You try not to cry but you do, a tad
It is just hard, seeing your parents date
Someday you
get used to it like I did
Then there are times when you think you can't live
You cry yourself to sleep, what can you do?
You remember
your parents' farewell bid
They say they are separating, what gives?
You move on though, that is all you can do
*** My
teacher, Ms. Saunders commented: "Beautiful
and sad. Diana, you did a wonderful job expressing your emotions.
I'm sorry that it is so tough. Very poignant" ***
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I write
whenever I feel like it. Anywhere. I have a journal
where I keep all my thoughts and talk about my day. My
mom has notebooks for us for school and I've been taking
those. I don't write as much anymore but I do sometimes. If
I feel like sharing, I will.
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I wrote this
story... A long time ago. It has chapters but I only got as far as
the
1st Chapter or 2 then I just stopped. Haven't felt like writing or
continuing
it yet. It's the "Deadly Dream"... I'm such a dork, seriously. Everyone
tells me that... Hmmmmm... Should I share it? Sure, why not. Here goes.
It
doesn't use any BIG words that you won't understand... LOL. Yeah, I can
never write like some people I know... Just get a good laugh
at how stupid this story is okay? The story is about this girl, Casey,
that
everything she dreams of comes true. That's why she has to remember
details from her dream.
CHAPTER 1:
THE DEADLY DREAM
Casey Smith woke up, out of breath. She sat up on her bed and tried to
remember every detail of her dream. Instead, she would remember a little
then mix it up with other dreams she's had before. All she remembers was
that someone was after her. Then she would remember this beautiful angel
that talked to her about the future. It's where magic would be possible
for anyone who believed in it and has never doubted magic and wishes and
all the fantasy that some people never believed in.
Casey tried to catch her breath for the last time but it wasn't
possible. Not yet anyway. She has to remember something from her dream.
It was scary. Someone was after her. Then what? She didn't know. She
tried to remember but she couldn't. She just couldn't.
Mad at herself, she stood up, grabbed her notebook, and went straight to
her bathroom. She looked in the mirror and frowned.
"Why can't you remember important details?" she asked herself, her voice
crackiing
"Why? Why? Why?!!!" she yelled. She lowered herself to the bathroom
floor, tears running down her cheeks.
Knock. knock. knock.
"Casey? Are you in there?" Carey, her older sister asked
"Yeah. Could you get me some water? I can't breathe"
"Okay, just calm down. I'm not even going to ask if it's because of one
of your dreams. It has to be" Carey commented while going over to the
kitchen.
"When will these dreams ever end? God, please let it end. It makes her
miserable" Carey whispered while pouring the water.
Carey walked over to her sister's room and went over to the bathroom
door. It was locked. She knocked but Carey wasn't answering.
"Case? Case?" she asked. Her voice growing with worry.
"Open the door! C'mon..."" Carey's pleading voice said.
She knocked a couple more times. No answer. Silence.
Carey ran to her parents' room and knocked loudly. She could hear her
parents' voices and one of them turned on the light. Her mom opened the
door.
"What is it, honey? You okay?" her mom asked.
"No, mom. I'm not. Casey isn't either. She's in the bathroom and she's
not answering. She said she couldn't breath and to get her some water so
I did but she isn't answering now. She might have..." Carey said
frantically.
"Honey, calm down. I'll get the spare key."
Both her parents and Carey ran to Casey's bathroom and her dad
opened the door with the key. There they found Casey lying on the
bathroom floor, and they saw that she wasn't breathing. It looks as if
she was dead.
CHAPTER
2: HOSPITAL SHOCK
It was 8:00, Friday morning. Carey didn't care that she isn't at
school, not taking her finals. She had to be there when her sister wakes
up. Her parents and her are in the hospital. Waiting is such a pain. She
and her dad are just sitting there near the nurses' station while her
mom was with the doctor, who was filling her in about Casey. Carey
looked around the hospital and she can only think of one thing. Casey.
"Please let her be alright!" she begged in her mind.
Carey stood up and looked at her dad. He looked so worried with his
hands folded up and his chin resting his folded hands. His eyes were
closed.
"He's praying" Carey thought.
She walked over to the nurses' station.
"May I help you?" the nurse asked.
"Could you tell me which room Casey Smith is in? My mom's there talking
to the doctor but it's been awhile and I don't understand what's taking
it so long" Carey replied.
The nurse just nodded and started typing on the computer.
"What time did you bring her in?" the nurse asked, looking confused.
"About an hour ago," Carey said, not noticing the nurse's confusion.
"I'm sorry but it says here the patient has checked out" the nurse said.
"What?! That can't be! Is there a malfunction on the computer or
something?" Carey's rising voice asked.
"I checked. There's no malfunction and Ma'am, please keep your voice
down"
A lot of people passing by were looking in their direction. Her dad came
by to see what's going on. They told him.
"Something is going on here. What room number was she checked in at?"
Mr. Smith asked.
"Room 205, sir," the nurse said.
"Has anyone been checked in to that room?" Mr. Smith asked.
The nurse typed frantically and nodded.
"Yes, sir. A Mrs. Cassandra Smith," the nurse replied.
"That's my wife!" Mr. Smith yelled.
"That's my mom!" Carey yelled at the same time.
"Which way is Room 205?" Mr. Smith asked.
"Straight into that corridor," pointing to her left. "and then turn to
your right and it should be on your left side," the nurse continued.
With that said, Carey and her dad ran. Something was going on. Something
very bad.
*** That's
all I got. Didn't finish it after that. Hmmmmm... It was kind
of pointless wasn't it? I don't know. LOL. ***
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